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Sunday, January 6, 2008

Time heals all wounds...

hey there y'all..hmm.nvm.my day passed boringly.tuitioned then came home to DotA.goodness..needa stop!!!anyways..really boring day..not my usual sundays anyway.missing that one person made it even worse.wanting to buy those shirts made it a lot more worse!anyway happy birthday zena!!haha.stupid charles anyway..pangseh me for galfren.=.=!!feeling sick now..:(:(:(:(:(:(:( and school's starting tomorrow :((:((:((:((:(( hahaha

hmmm..where to start.Time heals all wounds..heard that line before people??tough to describe..but easily used to our lives long-term.what does it mean by time heals all wounds?does it mean that u get a scratch and over time it heals?well its sth like that.more towards humanly life.this line refers to..lets say..emotional wounds.i broke up with this charming girl of 1year3mths.it fucking hurts right?imagine spending all that time and effort into supporting her thru her major exams and then helping her cope with her many problems that she had faced last year.all that love and devotion and committment and sacrifice to be happy, to be thankful..was all wasted.yes..no doubt we did break up over a minor issue that could have been salvaged..but it showed her committment to me.it was all over on her birthday.it was a sad and a happy day for her while it was a really endearing day for me.just one sentence from her mom and other relatives was all it took for us to split.wow..but somehow..i have forgiven her..and myself.why?time heals all wounds.i can tell you that no matter how deep a hurt someone has caused you or how deep a hate you have towards someone..one day when u finally meet that one person coincidentally, are you going to carry on that hate and dislike for that person?or are you going to greet that person as a friend?time heals all wounds.even a really nasty gash on your leg will be healed thru time..so why cant that hate for that person be healed?you cant possibly hate that one person for life?many friends have asked me..why aren't you like all down and emo-ish after your break up?but on the contrary you are actually joyful and lively??i admit after that breaking up.i was really down.didn know what to do.went out with friends to enjoy playing lan.but somehow i didn feel a thing.it hurt that much.days later..i can tell you that i can look high again and say lets start a new.thru time..the wounds inside me healed.in my circumstance..the wound healed quickly.for many.its far worse.thus taking a long time.for time to heal all wounds.it also means that one has to have the courage to help the healing.not facing reality.hiding oneself to a corner.dis-associating yourself from other ppl.becoming a moody person.these actions will not heal your emotional wounds.if u cant face reality,you cant solve the problem.if u hide yourself from the society and friends, how can this people help you get over the crisis?if you become a moody person, nobody will want to be your friend and help will not be given.it doesn't matter that Love has failed or that Life is going down or even relationships with people.time can heal all wounds.no matter how painful they are.no matter how deep they are.no matter how gruesome they.it will heal.have the courage.ask God for that courage.have the willingness.ask God for the willingness.then your wounds will be healed.i have been thru this and the many posts i have talked stuff like this..i have been thru.i am happy now and will always be.no matter how bad a setback i suffer or how painful it is..i trust in God that he will show me the way to forgiveness and have the courage to continue living life happily.

so now peeps.now u know why im a happy-go-lucky person.LOL!
praying to God that Lindis recovers from her sickness.that she would recover fast from her sickness and give the strength to fight out whatever sickness she is going thru.Amen.

22 more days.

Where are those shirts I yearn for?
Where is that PSP Slim I yearn for?
Where is that phone I yearn for?
Where is that person I yearn for?
Loving God always..
Loving Her always..
Loving all my friends always..

Peace we out :)

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