Lose Yourself..

somehow thought of this song title by Eminem..probably my all time idol.listen to his emotional songs..speaks a lot to those lycrists.will go into detail later if i can..school was the usual anyway.BORING!but well.i somehow am getting the hang of physics finally..though i actually gave some random answers that were actually correct..im starting to grasp it i think..and hopefully MrsChan can see that im trying already!btw..its freaking friday!!tomorrow is sat!played basketball after school today.first game was a total mismatch la..jonathan gladwin AFRED! and another junyuan guy was in same team.my team made out of junjie me shaun and another junyuan guy.warm up round was quite equal but when the game started..we were somehow 7-2 down..quickly made it 9-7 but was kinda too late bah.dunno somehow i cant shoot properly and the rebounds are rarely won.weichin and i seriously make a good throw-miss-jumb-rebound team.he always gets to score because of my seriously lousy shooting.hmmm been long since i did any sports so yea.havent been seeing my dear for so long already!!!and she is sick somemore..most probably going night service with AFRED! tomorrow night.sunday morning will be a total mess up so i think i better reach it for the sat one.Life is getting into place already i guess..lessons are coming up and i have started to at least be attentive no matter how darn tired i am.still..im not used to the timings as yet as i have been spending a too good a life already since the hols.hmmm..

heard Eminem songs?if u have not..go listen to Mockingbird, When I'm Gone, Cleaning Out My Closet, We As Americans, Lose Yourself, The Way I Am and few others.anyway..heard this song Lose Yourself recently thanks to iTunes.im serious..go listen to them..in some way or another..it is very inspiring.this song for example..says that how this guy joined a rap competition but choked everytime he got scared..his life was a tainted one as his childhood was influenced by the dirty Blacks of Detroit.still..he always wanted to prove people wrong..he tried and tried and tried.he finally won and has proven that in life.he cannot stay in his mom's house forever if he is to make it big in life.
That man in that song is like one of us out there..trick out that situation and picture yourself in that different but sound-alike situation.you have always wanted to win sth..maybe not a competition but maybe trying to win a gift from ur parents or sth.but everytime that competition comes..u become scared and thus getting humiliated by the crowds and sometimes friends around you.thus ur parents or bosses beat u up by saying you can never make it big in life.they feel disgraced about you.they shun you to one side and pick new favourites that can satisfy their hunger for a successful child or employer.thus your life goes into an all-time low.you cant seem to pick yourself up.you start to lose yourself and turn to drugs smoking and doing bad things to the society like robbing ppl to killing ppl.vandalism to fighting.so my question is..are u gonn stay like this or try to get back on your feet and try for success again?i have many friend examples that have become like this.i admit myself that i have pictured myself in such situations.im a sailor and everytime a competition comes..i get all anxious and scared and thus..not knowing how to withstand that kinda pressure to continue doing well..parents have high hopes but get destroyed when i fail.they scold me and shun me.it is sad but what have i done?quit sailing and tried at another sport?or continued trying and trying?i continued trying despite not doing as well i would have expected.in school even..poor results are the failures one will have to come face to face.i have failed.but did i succumb to smoking?stealing?i have never once succumbed to smoking but stealing was a natural.i ask for forgiveness on that.but the main thing is..have you still the strength to stand back up on your feet and continue to persue that dream you have held for long?have u still the strength to prove ppl for once and for all with that almighty good OLevel aggregate score?or are u gonn succumb to pressure once more and fall back to your feet?i have said and felt the pressure-cooker life.it is just ur willpower and most importantly..ur asking of God's help to help you thru the crisis.ask Him to give u renewed courage to face failure and not succumb to success..but to always keep trying hard.
those peeps especially taking Os and Ns this year together with me[Os].if u somehow crossed this blog..try and keep trying.if u fall..get back to ur feet.

Life is tough but can be easy at times.
Go to God faithfully as He can help you.
Have no doubt in yourself but have only confidence.
Always get back to your feet when you have fallen as no one else but yourself can help yourself.

Peace out..
Chill guys..
And keep rolling..:):)::)):)