GOING NUTS ALREADY!!

aye aye aye.what is happening to me?totally not thinking straight.school was utter boring today.totally mundane.but math periods are always a fun.though lesson was stifled coz we were just revising,had lots of fun with the calculator though it was kinda retarded.mr ng is cute to the core.LOL(not how he looks,its how he teaches).english period brought about a surprise as well.though the lesson was imbal dry and making many fall asleep.i, of all people was actually awake and doing her work.i really dunno what is going on inside my head.maybe..maybe..LOL.school after that was boring.history test made it worse.haha.after school was like where i belong.went to eat and was sitting with racheltan pamela steph zena and few other guys from our class since weizhi and weichin were with another person.was super bored but since with them, its always funny.LOL.science prac was also quite fun.seeing all the different unknown solutions turn into some interesting colour.sad cannot take a picture of it.DANG!after prac was to class doing up the final touch ups of class decor.hell with it i tell you but now that racheltan pamela and zena came in, everything finally fell into place.if we win,really would be flabberghasted.went to watch angeline do the auditions for the superstar thingy.LMAO!but was nice la.nice voice she has and i dun even realise.sat with her for 1 year last year.LMAO.hmmm.there's that.

i think im going crazy.call me a retard if u like.i really dunno whats gone into my brain though some say i do not have one.am i thinking too much?i think i am..see!OMMFG!im thinking again.zz
sometimes having too many thoughts is like a drug.you keep thinking about it.then go high when start thinking.Life does indeed need us to think but sometimes, we just need to relax that usually overloaded mind.but sometimes..certain things just cannot be forgotten.for example; a girl whom u fell in love(probably) though seeing her just once;O level results are nearing;and certainly other things.these are the things im definitely thinking of every mother fucking day.these thoughts just keeping popping up in my head.that girl whom is of subject,i barely know her.she's like the strong metal core of the moon that is pulling me up and i am not wanting to get myself back down to earth.Os results is another issue.2 subjects and im already pissing in my pants.haiz.what is done cannot be undone already.so why am i fretting and not leave it to God to decide my results since i know i have tried my best.and of other things.why cant i just stop thinking about all other random stuff.thus the phrase - Art of Randomness.
haha.i may be sounding a bit emo-ish but isn't it true?Life keeps u thinking,thats what keeps us alive as well.hmmm.goodness gracious.

Just leave it to God and he will make a way.
Praying for AFRED's health and to his family as well.
For everyone that took Os..all the best for results on Thursday.
hmmmz..

Peace.