Helpless when she smiles..

any..just being emo.LOL!anyways..lost my Amath textbook.really really pissed.FUCK!!!haiz.gonn whack that ass who took it.Amath test went with bit of ease despite a little difficulties without my trusty notes.after that was the Science Prac classes.stupid weizhi is making me pissed already with all his idiotic comments by calling me stupid..noob._I_ =.= _I_ . wtf siaz..i dun even complain when u guys do stuff to me.return me money also got so much difficulty..haiz.i still put up with it la.first day im in Chem Prac.difficulties understanding the different solutions that should be used together..made it thru tho.went to eat with james shaun and nick before meeting aravindh along the way.so 5 of us went to eat.just really retarded when we talk.when james starts the crapping on shaun..we just all join in.the best part was when we talked about what we aim to do after Os and which course we wanna go.really funny!!aravindh wants to go either areo-nautical/space.shaun had the same idea.james wanna go music&audio tech while i wanna go psychology.didn know wad nick wanna do since he didn say.and guess what..we sat there from 3++ till 5!KAOZ!funny how we could just talk for so long and time passing along.haha parted with aravindh and 4 of us walked towards tp.bus came and james and talked.haha.we were reminiscing about our past..then touched on him being with lingzhen at sec2 and when i was with rachel at sec3.ahah.paiseh until cannot paiseh loh.really tiring.but just enjoy it whenever with them..haha.much more fun and laughter rather then getting insulted by the other 2 gits.really cannot take their nonsense against me le.:(:(:(

Friends. are they important?take a look around you.are the people you hang out with are your real friends?and are you their real friends?i think i am with real friends.ben james shaun nick alfred junjie eric weizhi weichin mervyn jerome vikesh dinesh aravindh jerrold jonlee amos.but sometimes i really wonder im a friend to some.im always seen around those 2.but i always get suan-ed.ridiculed.getting whacked.this has been since last year.i enjoy their company.but sometimes they get too far into disturbing me by hiding my bag books and other stuff.i took that all in last year as we are still good friends.this year has been the same.no doubt i owe weichin 5bucks but weizhi owes me 30bucks.how to return weichin when weizhi has yet to return me?i have no more money already.so they ganged up on me again saying im such an ass for asking for money and not returning.kaoz.cant be bothered with them already.today..we changed places.weizhi went to the front and weichin and i went to the back.dunno wad he's feeling but he kept saying bullshit to me and even took my Amath textbook to hide.and guess wad?its really lost FFS.haiz.friends are not like this.yes this are part and parcels of having friends.but some do not know the limit of when to stop insulting a person.like with james and co. .we do suan shaun..but we know the limits and we stop.even among the sailors..quek used to like to suan me.but he knows the limits..then talking to me nicely.even nickde cruz..a good friend.he does say shit bout me coz im fat.but when he knows he has gone overboard..he apologizes and says no hard feelings there..i accept it readily.we enjoy it whenever nickdecruz damien shen me and wilbur get together.they know their lmits as well.hmm.really troubled over this issue now.they say friends always stick thru thick and thin.share their troubles and celebrate each other's joys.haiz..Friends are indeed priceless.just like God.absolutely priceless..just that once you lose ur friends over a bad incident..the chance of u guys becoming friends again are sth of a 2%.other 98% would mean not becoming friends again.but if u lose God..he will 100% help you go back to Him.no doubt.so don't lose both..coz Life would become meaningless without it.

God is Priceless.
Friends are Priceless.
Lose them at your Peril.
Live with the Happily.

Peace..later:):)