life was that easy - relationship wise.i just cannot imagine what i would do if im really gonna ask her and what would she do should i even ask.would i scare her off?would she then ignore me leading to the end of even a friendship?aye.trying not to think too much about it.STUDIES FIRST!dang.
Love God.
Cross-country was *blissful* with yonglin.
Peace™:)
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
DANG!
29th jan:-
haha.aight aight.let me say this : THANKS HIKARU!THANKS SHAUN!THANKS AFRED!THANKS EDWIN!THANKS DARWIN!THANKS PETER!THANKS HANYONG!THANKS JONCHOO!dang.how bout this adding to another day of my birthday.29th jan but they still celebrated for me!haha.afred was too obvious already i guess.i always find it weird when a guy asks a guy for dinner.out of no apparent reason.haha.this out no different.pasta mania was the place.haha.really wanna thanks this peeps.not only they bought me a bag, they still sprang a surprise for me.WOOTS!also wanna thank swee min.though u couldn't make it,haha.and also christine.if you are reading this..YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE SO!haha.
today,30th jan :-
hmmz.quite a fast day today.though school ended at 1.45pm, it was a funfilled day!science prac was a joke.we were all really together into doing the prac.mrs chan somehow disappeared but well.we did our work and thats that!really boring day but well,life goes on
Friends are IMBAL IMPORTANT!i feel really blessed,to be honest.from church,my brothers jonathan jianguang AFRED hikaru shaun darwin peter hanyong edwin richard jonchoo suting kimberly wilma,aye whole of e462 la.haha.ravi ben sweemin wilson weiqiang sandy steph jerblinn brotherEdmund belinda and many more.dang.school there is my set of brothers dinesh weizhi ben weichin james nick shaunloy mark izzat wes yonglin zul aravindh jerome danker jerrold vikesh.
christine claudia angeline racheltan stephanie lingzhen pamela weish baishuang.
thats a lot of friends right?haha.many more friends from sailing and outside, damian shen nick wilbur fen zhen marc lionel colinlim calvin jonchew hong joanne shane junhao eric jiayang ahpui leon jesper.dang...so many!haha
from the 27th to the 28th to the 29th were the best days i had.no doubt.yes it may not have been with either desired ppl but this group more than makes up for it.
yes friends may not be as close as your relatives but ur every day life is surrounded by them.in school im with weizhi weichin mark wes izzat james dinesh ben shaun nick jerrold,sailing i be with damian zhen shen lionel.church i would be with e462 and the SA guys.i play pool with ben.i eat with many of them.i psp with yong and chinkiat.i cards with hikaru shaun and the rest.life revolves friends.outside home they are your family.yes i agree sometimes friends can be horrible to you, but thats life and btw..these peeps im with..we are horrible and serious and fool around with each other.sometimes i think and look back..is having a girlfriend that good?i once had one that revolved 2 more ppl.haha.i now am interested in one that is close to few brothers.somehow i feel friends are your life.i certainly experienced it full blow on 28th and 29th.WOW!Thank God!
PS:
and erm Afred,if you read this,please do not tell anyone elso bout what we talked before hand on the night of 29th jan.hehe.thanks.
Love you people.:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Love you God for giving such a 'family'.
Peace™:)
haha.aight aight.let me say this : THANKS HIKARU!THANKS SHAUN!THANKS AFRED!THANKS EDWIN!THANKS DARWIN!THANKS PETER!THANKS HANYONG!THANKS JONCHOO!dang.how bout this adding to another day of my birthday.29th jan but they still celebrated for me!haha.afred was too obvious already i guess.i always find it weird when a guy asks a guy for dinner.out of no apparent reason.haha.this out no different.pasta mania was the place.haha.really wanna thanks this peeps.not only they bought me a bag, they still sprang a surprise for me.WOOTS!also wanna thank swee min.though u couldn't make it,haha.and also christine.if you are reading this..YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE SO!haha.
today,30th jan :-
hmmz.quite a fast day today.though school ended at 1.45pm, it was a funfilled day!science prac was a joke.we were all really together into doing the prac.mrs chan somehow disappeared but well.we did our work and thats that!really boring day but well,life goes on
Friends are IMBAL IMPORTANT!i feel really blessed,to be honest.from church,my brothers jonathan jianguang AFRED hikaru shaun darwin peter hanyong edwin richard jonchoo suting kimberly wilma,aye whole of e462 la.haha.ravi ben sweemin wilson weiqiang sandy steph jerblinn brotherEdmund belinda and many more.dang.school there is my set of brothers dinesh weizhi ben weichin james nick shaunloy mark izzat wes yonglin zul aravindh jerome danker jerrold vikesh.
christine claudia angeline racheltan stephanie lingzhen pamela weish baishuang.
thats a lot of friends right?haha.many more friends from sailing and outside, damian shen nick wilbur fen zhen marc lionel colinlim calvin jonchew hong joanne shane junhao eric jiayang ahpui leon jesper.dang...so many!haha
from the 27th to the 28th to the 29th were the best days i had.no doubt.yes it may not have been with either desired ppl but this group more than makes up for it.
yes friends may not be as close as your relatives but ur every day life is surrounded by them.in school im with weizhi weichin mark wes izzat james dinesh ben shaun nick jerrold,sailing i be with damian zhen shen lionel.church i would be with e462 and the SA guys.i play pool with ben.i eat with many of them.i psp with yong and chinkiat.i cards with hikaru shaun and the rest.life revolves friends.outside home they are your family.yes i agree sometimes friends can be horrible to you, but thats life and btw..these peeps im with..we are horrible and serious and fool around with each other.sometimes i think and look back..is having a girlfriend that good?i once had one that revolved 2 more ppl.haha.i now am interested in one that is close to few brothers.somehow i feel friends are your life.i certainly experienced it full blow on 28th and 29th.WOW!Thank God!
PS:
and erm Afred,if you read this,please do not tell anyone elso bout what we talked before hand on the night of 29th jan.hehe.thanks.
Love you people.:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Love you God for giving such a 'family'.
Peace™:)
Monday, January 28, 2008
Special Day has..
FINALLY ARRIVED!WOOTS!haha received the first message from weizhi at exactly 0.00am.hahathen dinesh called also at 0.00am.how nice.if only...yea ok.not going to that part again.now its 10.12pm.another 1hour and 48min till im 17y/o and 1 day old.dang.hahaha.today certainly had a good harvest today.a bag[ afred suting hikaru darwin peter shaun edwin ], wallet by rachel tan.ear studs from weichin and steph, psp from parents and of course. hell lots of punches from mark chinkiat dinesh junjie aravindh ben james vikesh jerome danker.OUCHZ!haha.im ok la.lax..not dying.surely..thanking God for making this day a really special day for me.no doubt the flood of messages from cell group mates - suting and company.THANKS!few other bros like hikaru shaun peter as well.thanks!dang.the day was not only bout the presents and all.im glad that i have many friends around.haha.all around the class.5b.best buds jerome danker amos.hmmm.and also..MUFEES REMEMBERED MY BIRTHDAY!haha LMAO!.anyways..school was kaoz sianz.apart from the mingling around.lessons were as usual.mr ng somehow gave us 2periods of self-study.but in the end was to counsel certain others about Os results.dang.after school was a fun affair.collected cake from some funky confectionary shop.Dj something something.in the end..birthday celebrations was a noisy affair!mrs chan and mrs calais were there as well since their birthdays in jan as well.LOL.funny to the core.james and others kept trying to rape me all over.fun bah.
hmmm.thank you God for today when i was born.28 jan 08.best day i believe.
17years have passed.if only i could have celebrated with that one special one.or even with the one that i yearn all times.haiz.
Beautiful Savious by PlanetShakers.
Peace™:)
hmmm.thank you God for today when i was born.28 jan 08.best day i believe.
17years have passed.if only i could have celebrated with that one special one.or even with the one that i yearn all times.haiz.
Beautiful Savious by PlanetShakers.
Peace™:)
Saturday, January 26, 2008
PAIN!
anyways.life sucks initially.my life went into pieces when i found out my results.tmd.c5 and b4.zz haiz but well.least still can retake.cried but well.its at the moment.hmm.thanks you all for the comforts and all.im fine now.moving on with life.think God shown me his care and concerns because the day's night turned out funny.went to TopMan to buy my shirt and bought my PSP Slim.funny right?bought by my mom somemore.hmmmall bought on the same day as getting my results.funny right?hmmm. yesterday was quite ok in school.really emo-ish coz im still thinking of results and..her.thinking wad results she got and wad all my friends got for results.hmm.aye..dinner on friday night but guessed wad was the main event?i smashed my pinkie between the car boot and my finger.PAIN!RAWR!!dang.bleeding like shit but well..im still alive...
and today.worked today.haha at ms choo's. stupid PSP still cannot read the games.FUCK!asking yonglin to help me put in the games already so yea.monday is my birthday already.dang.time is really passing that quickly.janice shares the same birthday as me!hahah.
another Life quote.something that dinesh made me think.
people always ask : Life is always wrong towards me.
i tell you : Life was never wrong.We just do not know the extent of our mistakes or how to amend the wrongs we have done.
Peace™:)
and today.worked today.haha at ms choo's. stupid PSP still cannot read the games.FUCK!asking yonglin to help me put in the games already so yea.monday is my birthday already.dang.time is really passing that quickly.janice shares the same birthday as me!hahah.
another Life quote.something that dinesh made me think.
people always ask : Life is always wrong towards me.
i tell you : Life was never wrong.We just do not know the extent of our mistakes or how to amend the wrongs we have done.
Peace™:)
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
going GAGA!
haha.tomorrow is getting results day.wishing all whoever took Os all the best for results.especially selena cheryl xiaoxuan sweemin wilson weiqiang whole of 5a vikesh abel and everyone else la.haha.so many.anyways school was quite ok.teachers kept coming up with constant reminders that results are coming out tomorrow.ZZ!had E.Math test today.the test proved to be pivotal.i kept thinking, what would my results be?what would i do should my results blahblahblah?the constant question keeps coming up.gosh..God please tide me through this.at least i hope have a subject that i would not need to retake.PLEASE!hmmm.tomorrow is thursday.i day that i would always like.not because it would be one more day to the weekends, but cos its a day where i always had the chance to see someone which my life took a turn.sad it turned out badly coz her family.HMMM..haha.aye aye aye.TOMORROW..TOMORROW..I LOVE YOU..TOMORROW. dang im going crazy.today also proved to be another emo-ish day for me.whole day i thought of her and how i should approach her should i meet her again.then i thought of how she would do in her Os results tomorrow.will she get into her desired school?i really hope so.pool today also proved my mood.haiz.imbal moody today.but chill peeps..i dun throw my temper around.haha.i throw it on the pool table.hmmm.Life is getting a bit sceptical for me.ever since i got to know her.ever since i found that Os result is coming out soon.ever since i found out i may never get the chance to see her again.ever since this ever since that.i need to be spiritual more..i need and ask God to give me more wisdom in my decision making and what im thinking.i have yet to go to Him and ask him.i really wish i can do it so.
once again to all who took Os and are getting results tomorrow..ALL THE BEST!MAY GOD BLESS YOU WITH DESIRED RESULTS!!!haha.to 5a as well..should we suffer a setback tomorrow.LETS NOT BE DISCOURAGED!haha,aight aight.wanna sleep early.
All the Best.
Whats done Cannot be Undone,We just have to wish for the Best and Leave it to God.
Peace™.:)
once again to all who took Os and are getting results tomorrow..ALL THE BEST!MAY GOD BLESS YOU WITH DESIRED RESULTS!!!haha.to 5a as well..should we suffer a setback tomorrow.LETS NOT BE DISCOURAGED!haha,aight aight.wanna sleep early.
All the Best.
Whats done Cannot be Undone,We just have to wish for the Best and Leave it to God.
Peace™.:)
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
GOING NUTS ALREADY!!
aye aye aye.what is happening to me?totally not thinking straight.school was utter boring today.totally mundane.but math periods are always a fun.though lesson was stifled coz we were just revising,had lots of fun with the calculator though it was kinda retarded.mr ng is cute to the core.LOL(not how he looks,its how he teaches).english period brought about a surprise as well.though the lesson was imbal dry and making many fall asleep.i, of all people was actually awake and doing her work.i really dunno what is going on inside my head.maybe..maybe..LOL.school after that was boring.history test made it worse.haha.after school was like where i belong.went to eat and was sitting with racheltan pamela steph zena and few other guys from our class since weizhi and weichin were with another person.was super bored but since with them, its always funny.LOL.science prac was also quite fun.seeing all the different unknown solutions turn into some interesting colour.sad cannot take a picture of it.DANG!after prac was to class doing up the final touch ups of class decor.hell with it i tell you but now that racheltan pamela and zena came in, everything finally fell into place.if we win,really would be flabberghasted.went to watch angeline do the auditions for the superstar thingy.LMAO!but was nice la.nice voice she has and i dun even realise.sat with her for 1 year last year.LMAO.hmmm.there's that.
i think im going crazy.call me a retard if u like.i really dunno whats gone into my brain though some say i do not have one.am i thinking too much?i think i am..see!OMMFG!im thinking again.zz
sometimes having too many thoughts is like a drug.you keep thinking about it.then go high when start thinking.Life does indeed need us to think but sometimes, we just need to relax that usually overloaded mind.but sometimes..certain things just cannot be forgotten.for example; a girl whom u fell in love(probably) though seeing her just once;O level results are nearing;and certainly other things.these are the things im definitely thinking of every mother fucking day.these thoughts just keeping popping up in my head.that girl whom is of subject,i barely know her.she's like the strong metal core of the moon that is pulling me up and i am not wanting to get myself back down to earth.Os results is another issue.2 subjects and im already pissing in my pants.haiz.what is done cannot be undone already.so why am i fretting and not leave it to God to decide my results since i know i have tried my best.and of other things.why cant i just stop thinking about all other random stuff.thus the phrase - Art of Randomness.
haha.i may be sounding a bit emo-ish but isn't it true?Life keeps u thinking,thats what keeps us alive as well.hmmm.goodness gracious.
Just leave it to God and he will make a way.
Praying for AFRED's health and to his family as well.
For everyone that took Os..all the best for results on Thursday.
hmmmz..
Peace.
i think im going crazy.call me a retard if u like.i really dunno whats gone into my brain though some say i do not have one.am i thinking too much?i think i am..see!OMMFG!im thinking again.zz
sometimes having too many thoughts is like a drug.you keep thinking about it.then go high when start thinking.Life does indeed need us to think but sometimes, we just need to relax that usually overloaded mind.but sometimes..certain things just cannot be forgotten.for example; a girl whom u fell in love(probably) though seeing her just once;O level results are nearing;and certainly other things.these are the things im definitely thinking of every mother fucking day.these thoughts just keeping popping up in my head.that girl whom is of subject,i barely know her.she's like the strong metal core of the moon that is pulling me up and i am not wanting to get myself back down to earth.Os results is another issue.2 subjects and im already pissing in my pants.haiz.what is done cannot be undone already.so why am i fretting and not leave it to God to decide my results since i know i have tried my best.and of other things.why cant i just stop thinking about all other random stuff.thus the phrase - Art of Randomness.
haha.i may be sounding a bit emo-ish but isn't it true?Life keeps u thinking,thats what keeps us alive as well.hmmm.goodness gracious.
Just leave it to God and he will make a way.
Praying for AFRED's health and to his family as well.
For everyone that took Os..all the best for results on Thursday.
hmmmz..
Peace.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Tiring and delusional..
am i seriously getting desperate?zz i think i am.her face her name her voice just cannot get outta my mind.y is that si difficult?is it really love at first sight?or am i just delusional to even think she would wanna be with me?argh..dunno.i have never gone over the board over a girl since the former.haiz.ok relax marcus..pull yourself together.!!tmd.anyways..day passed normally stupid dinesh didnt come school.pangseh me.haiz.but to tell you the truth, the day passed rather quickly.and he just told me he most likely would not be coming tomorrow.nice.how freaking nice.behind is just bored stiff without him.dang.day passed mundanely today as well.went with jerrold to print some photos.7bucks!LOL.managed to bargain a bit haha.after that was off to study champ.really retarded coz the way the teachers went about class was simply..weird.they split us into groups so weichin nick me were with nabila nadia darren and shuying.stupid wesley and pamela all pangseh.zz.we were asked to make a team logo and come out with 3 reasons for the logo.we came with an egg-shaped idea.LOL.was really funny coz weichin and i were talking bout nick being a half-boil egg.haha.guess what was our group name.NOlevels.nice right?since there were peeps taking Ns and Os..y not the name?and guess whose idea was that?MINE!haha.but nadia and nabila did the design for it.class became ultra boring after that.made friends with nadia and nabila in the end.more of nadia anyways.class ended and the team with the best logo designs and group names were out.guess what..WE WON!some more we won coz they liked the name coz of its creativity.the design was also good.hahaha.nicely done team.LOL.was super hungry after the class so nick and i went to eat.met nadia along the way so asked her if she wanted to join us for a bite.LOL.never had a junior agreed to my request!haha.ate and talked all they way thru..haha.how funny.found out she was in the same primary school as me.LOL.1 year younger somemore.
delusion vs desperation vs reality.
have i lost my senses?or did i lose it to her.to be serious.i have never gone crazy over other girls other than my previous.or is it just me being delusionised.
am i being desperate?being suddenly alone has left me being a forlorn figure.but on that particular day this girl came into my realm and have made me go berserk everytime i daydream.
am i lost or do i not want to accept reality?this is not much of a brainer.reality has set me in that i may not be with her again since whe parting of ways.so y cant i just move on?
haiz.dev told me to try it out and ask her to Impressions which is a long way more to go.April 4th.charles told me relax first and see how things go.wilson asked me to try and know her more.dang..Fuck my consciences.Fuck my brain.Fuck my senses.Fuck my emotions.i never knokw what will happen tomorrow.only God knows.studies are becoming tougher.i need to focus more.Os results are getting released real soon.only time will tell my next step towards another level of life.
Help and advise me.
Delusioned?Desperate?Reality?
Here is a quote i made randomly;
Teacher asks, ' why do we need Math in our every day life?'
my answer? ' Life is Calculative. '
Understand where im flowing?
Peace.
delusion vs desperation vs reality.
have i lost my senses?or did i lose it to her.to be serious.i have never gone crazy over other girls other than my previous.or is it just me being delusionised.
am i being desperate?being suddenly alone has left me being a forlorn figure.but on that particular day this girl came into my realm and have made me go berserk everytime i daydream.
am i lost or do i not want to accept reality?this is not much of a brainer.reality has set me in that i may not be with her again since whe parting of ways.so y cant i just move on?
haiz.dev told me to try it out and ask her to Impressions which is a long way more to go.April 4th.charles told me relax first and see how things go.wilson asked me to try and know her more.dang..Fuck my consciences.Fuck my brain.Fuck my senses.Fuck my emotions.i never knokw what will happen tomorrow.only God knows.studies are becoming tougher.i need to focus more.Os results are getting released real soon.only time will tell my next step towards another level of life.
Help and advise me.
Delusioned?Desperate?Reality?
Here is a quote i made randomly;
Teacher asks, ' why do we need Math in our every day life?'
my answer? ' Life is Calculative. '
Understand where im flowing?
Peace.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Coincidental...or?
Lolitas..been days since i came here.been super super tired so yea.last few days have been really active and weird stuff happened.today is already the 20th.its 8 days to my birthday!see how the combinations work?was thinking randomly after tuition and this came to mind.anyways its also 5 days till Os results are out.haiz.
18th jan -
was kanthes birthday.LOL.how time flies.it already her birthday.day was really boring in school.tuition after school without ben.pangseh-er.was rather boring though.hmm.went to basketball court to look for alfred and junjie.weiqiang gladwin and jonathan were there as well.tired to the core.some more cell meeting at night was really tiring for me.so cell was the fun i tell u.found out wilson was interested in vanessa yang.went thru so many people to get her number.and guess what,he didnt even dare call her.LMAO!met this pretty girl called swee min.haha.same age.stays near my area and yea.more to that later.it was all fun though.started talking to her much after scaring her and other people while watching supernatural.LMAO!movie after cell and guess what.Body19 again.exactly a week after watching with nadya and james.haha.dang,im definitely feeling desperate.so much emotions ran thru me during the show and the taxi ride.should i talk bout it?hmmm.just say im a retard who thinks of weird stuff.she has never had a boyfriend and is wanting to try out.im broken and needs someone to piece me back.haiz.
im just thinking too much or maybe...
19th jan -
was a fanfare.went NSC for some talk by mark robinson.how irritating can it be?the talk was the sailing calender for major regattas in singapore and overseas.the major regatta im aiming for are youth worlds but guess what.its in freaking july!and when is my prelims?august!urgh!there goes my dream or maybe.was supposed to sail since its been long since i sailed.funny thing was,i forgot to bring my sail!left all at home.mom wanted me to sail or at least go out to sea.and i was the opposite,since no sail,sail for?wee wee didnt allow me on his boat so i just decided to call off sailing.so i decided on soccer.WOOTS!was with james church friends.really fun though met 1 or 2 malays that took the game bit too far.sadly i scored only 2 goals the whole time but set up numerous.my type of game now.soccer-ed all the way to 6plus before heading to Blackboard for dinner.along the way met tszkei at james church!hahaha.how nice to see her.ahhh.how fun the day was.
20th jan -
was a early morning sunrise to church.met belinda and 2 others on the train before bumping into richard ravi darwin and garvin at tanah merah.service was really good today.sadly i could not stay long as i had to go for tuition.SAD!:(:(:(:(::(:(:(:(.haiz.wanted to see PSP Slims' after tuition but was raining so came home.super tired now though. gosh.may either game or do work.ADIOS!
Have Faith.
Losing your Faith is like losing God.
Confidence is a virtue.
Losing Confidence is like losing your Confidence in God.
Peace.
Out:)
18th jan -
was kanthes birthday.LOL.how time flies.it already her birthday.day was really boring in school.tuition after school without ben.pangseh-er.was rather boring though.hmm.went to basketball court to look for alfred and junjie.weiqiang gladwin and jonathan were there as well.tired to the core.some more cell meeting at night was really tiring for me.so cell was the fun i tell u.found out wilson was interested in vanessa yang.went thru so many people to get her number.and guess what,he didnt even dare call her.LMAO!met this pretty girl called swee min.haha.same age.stays near my area and yea.more to that later.it was all fun though.started talking to her much after scaring her and other people while watching supernatural.LMAO!movie after cell and guess what.Body19 again.exactly a week after watching with nadya and james.haha.dang,im definitely feeling desperate.so much emotions ran thru me during the show and the taxi ride.should i talk bout it?hmmm.just say im a retard who thinks of weird stuff.she has never had a boyfriend and is wanting to try out.im broken and needs someone to piece me back.haiz.
im just thinking too much or maybe...
19th jan -
was a fanfare.went NSC for some talk by mark robinson.how irritating can it be?the talk was the sailing calender for major regattas in singapore and overseas.the major regatta im aiming for are youth worlds but guess what.its in freaking july!and when is my prelims?august!urgh!there goes my dream or maybe.was supposed to sail since its been long since i sailed.funny thing was,i forgot to bring my sail!left all at home.mom wanted me to sail or at least go out to sea.and i was the opposite,since no sail,sail for?wee wee didnt allow me on his boat so i just decided to call off sailing.so i decided on soccer.WOOTS!was with james church friends.really fun though met 1 or 2 malays that took the game bit too far.sadly i scored only 2 goals the whole time but set up numerous.my type of game now.soccer-ed all the way to 6plus before heading to Blackboard for dinner.along the way met tszkei at james church!hahaha.how nice to see her.ahhh.how fun the day was.
20th jan -
was a early morning sunrise to church.met belinda and 2 others on the train before bumping into richard ravi darwin and garvin at tanah merah.service was really good today.sadly i could not stay long as i had to go for tuition.SAD!:(:(:(:(::(:(:(:(.haiz.wanted to see PSP Slims' after tuition but was raining so came home.super tired now though. gosh.may either game or do work.ADIOS!
Have Faith.
Losing your Faith is like losing God.
Confidence is a virtue.
Losing Confidence is like losing your Confidence in God.
Peace.
Out:)
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Emo..
really feeling kinda down though.as much as a ' always-giving-a-smile ' person,that sensitive topic came up again;my other half.let me make this clear - im, FFS, not with anyone.PLS!it was over coming to a month already.not only did it come up once,it came up twice,thrice.urgh.FUCK!haven't u guys any human or sense in you?school was quite boring but managed to stay awake.became quite Emo after the topic was brought up to me.that was the reason why my mind was blank when we were planning for the class boards.sorry, to whoever was present and cannot get anything out of me.anyways..
Responsibilty.it is something that we live by and go by everyday of our lives.this word is always assosciated with leaders like class leader,teachers.anyone that has authority.however it is not only them, the majority of people that are lead by leaders.they have a responsibility as well.responsibility can come in small tasks or big tasks.but all the same.you are entrusted to do something for someone else,it is YOUR RESPONSIBILITY to accomplish it.in life,it is our responsibility that we do well in life.responsible for those close to you as well.
cant go on anymore.really Emo-ish now.
Can't fully let go.
God please help me.
Responsibilty.it is something that we live by and go by everyday of our lives.this word is always assosciated with leaders like class leader,teachers.anyone that has authority.however it is not only them, the majority of people that are lead by leaders.they have a responsibility as well.responsibility can come in small tasks or big tasks.but all the same.you are entrusted to do something for someone else,it is YOUR RESPONSIBILITY to accomplish it.in life,it is our responsibility that we do well in life.responsible for those close to you as well.
cant go on anymore.really Emo-ish now.
Can't fully let go.
God please help me.
Monday, January 14, 2008
Art of randomness...
right.the day started on a really wrong note.damn alarm clock rang at 6.05am.KAOZ!was super sleepy still, so i went back to sleep.woke back up at 6.50am!!gosh.woke dad at 6.55am and left the house at what?7.10am.sianded.was actually on time but then,forgot to take my wallet in the end.then ended up late.haiz.day went fairly alright.was super random in telling dinesh that id whoever says a vulgarity, that person has to slap himself once for every word.he has been slapping himself for the whole day while i only did once.LOL!lame i know but well,random-ness comes into place when you are hell bored.WATCHING HEROS!watch it.nice.lazy to watch on buffer webbies so catching it on tv.haiz.shane sent me a new song.nice yet emo.LOL!
Promise.How big is this word?lets see..on the scale of 1 to 10, the rating of this word is 11/10.no kidding!what is the definition of this word, Promise. it means that when someone asks you for a favour and u take it willingly.that is a promise.like for example, my friend asks me for help in homework and i agree to it.yup.however,the word is used in more ways than just this.Boy-Girl Relationships for example.the guy gives his promise that he will not lust after any girl but his girlfriend alone.but then somehow.he wants to break up because he found another girl.that is a promise broken.When a Promise is broken, the victim can feel many hurt.whether you are a girl in broken relationship or in a job where u were promised of a promotion or whatever that involves the word Promise.the victim can feel cheated.fooled.desecrated.thus going into depression because that promise made is broken.Promise is like a living thing.once broken,it is dead.easy to make a promise yet easy destroy it.Life is sometimes,full of Promises.Your parents promised you to buy a PSPSlim depending on school results.You promised your girlfriend or boyfriend that you love no one but them.A job interviewer promised to call you back regarding a job application yet that call never came.It is a word that is easily made yet sometimes difficult to carry out.Never joke about a promise for it can create hurt unintended.Promise is a big word used by small man to cheat their way to personal gain.but Promise is a big word used by big man that manipulate situations to help needy and less-fortunate people.
Promise is no doubt big, but even bigger when made to God.
Life is full of ups and downs, but Promise yourself that no matter how down you are,always head up.
Loving God.
Loving Her as always though..
Peace y'all.it's the fag life. :)
Promise.How big is this word?lets see..on the scale of 1 to 10, the rating of this word is 11/10.no kidding!what is the definition of this word, Promise. it means that when someone asks you for a favour and u take it willingly.that is a promise.like for example, my friend asks me for help in homework and i agree to it.yup.however,the word is used in more ways than just this.Boy-Girl Relationships for example.the guy gives his promise that he will not lust after any girl but his girlfriend alone.but then somehow.he wants to break up because he found another girl.that is a promise broken.When a Promise is broken, the victim can feel many hurt.whether you are a girl in broken relationship or in a job where u were promised of a promotion or whatever that involves the word Promise.the victim can feel cheated.fooled.desecrated.thus going into depression because that promise made is broken.Promise is like a living thing.once broken,it is dead.easy to make a promise yet easy destroy it.Life is sometimes,full of Promises.Your parents promised you to buy a PSPSlim depending on school results.You promised your girlfriend or boyfriend that you love no one but them.A job interviewer promised to call you back regarding a job application yet that call never came.It is a word that is easily made yet sometimes difficult to carry out.Never joke about a promise for it can create hurt unintended.Promise is a big word used by small man to cheat their way to personal gain.but Promise is a big word used by big man that manipulate situations to help needy and less-fortunate people.
Promise is no doubt big, but even bigger when made to God.
Life is full of ups and downs, but Promise yourself that no matter how down you are,always head up.
Loving God.
Loving Her as always though..
Peace y'all.it's the fag life. :)
Saturday, January 12, 2008
The Beauty of..
Forgiveness.Big word huh?Mother Teresa once said.'' to learn to love,you need to know how to to Forgive.''.isn't that true?if you are all mean and aggressive and malicious towards other people,how can you forgive should one do wrong unto you?let me go thru wad the pastor preacher about today ;
1. Real Forgiveness is UNCONDITIONAL.
to be forgiving,it has to be unconditional.when Jesus died on the cross,he asked God to forgive all the sins that Man has commited.the roman soldiers and the civilians were still unrepentant and did not seek forgiveness.still,Jesus asked for all Man,you and i,to be forgiven.that is the true way of Forgiving UNCONDITIONALLY.
2. Forgiveness DOES NOT minimise the seriousness of the offense.
Imagine this happening.there would not be a need for singapore to have Changi Prison and a Court of Law.criminals would just be arrested by police and then get forgiven.thus like our daily life.should one hurt us deeply, emotionally or physically,Forgive them still. Forgiving is only a way of recovery.with recovery can there be a full heal.Never joke about Forgiveness as well.you never know if a small insult can result in a catastrophic cause to another.
3. Forgiveness isn't resuming a relationship without change.
You have just been conned.u Forgive the conman.but do u still allow the conman to con you further?No right?haha. it is about one's genuine repentance.restitution and a rebuilding of trust.
You cannot embrace your future if you cannot let go of your past.it is difficult,yes,to let go of the past.especially if your past was filled with the love shared with your loved one.thus you are scared of what the future holds,making you ever more resilient on holding to the past.but how can you know what the future hold if you do not move on?God has a way.He always has.Believe in Him and you can gain confidence from Him that He can make your future a better one.
For me,i always believe that life is all about moving on.you fail,you pick yourself up and move on.even when you succeed, you don't wear ur pride on your sleeve and boast about it.you move on and learn to progress.Jerblinn said in our FIRST cell meeting '' unsuccessful people are always just trying to survive.Average people just think of maintainence.but Successful people only think of progress. '' another thing that successful people also think of is moving on.when they move on, they learn from their mistakes after failing.many have asked me'' why do i seem untroubled despite the bad results.why do i seem untroubled despite a bad regatta.why do i seem to be happy all the time and also be able to help others by letting them talk to you? '' this questions have often come to me.i do wallow in self-pity at times.but that is enough already.i feel that the key to staying happy is to move on and trust that God will make a better future ahead.however, there are certain things that cannot be let go.like letting go of a treasured relationship with that special one.that is the problem im still living thru and the only thing from the past i cannot let go.
God Bless.
Forgive and Forget.
Learn to Move on.
Stay Happy.
Embrace the future by Letting go of the Past.
:) Peace.
1. Real Forgiveness is UNCONDITIONAL.
to be forgiving,it has to be unconditional.when Jesus died on the cross,he asked God to forgive all the sins that Man has commited.the roman soldiers and the civilians were still unrepentant and did not seek forgiveness.still,Jesus asked for all Man,you and i,to be forgiven.that is the true way of Forgiving UNCONDITIONALLY.
2. Forgiveness DOES NOT minimise the seriousness of the offense.
Imagine this happening.there would not be a need for singapore to have Changi Prison and a Court of Law.criminals would just be arrested by police and then get forgiven.thus like our daily life.should one hurt us deeply, emotionally or physically,Forgive them still. Forgiving is only a way of recovery.with recovery can there be a full heal.Never joke about Forgiveness as well.you never know if a small insult can result in a catastrophic cause to another.
3. Forgiveness isn't resuming a relationship without change.
You have just been conned.u Forgive the conman.but do u still allow the conman to con you further?No right?haha. it is about one's genuine repentance.restitution and a rebuilding of trust.
You cannot embrace your future if you cannot let go of your past.it is difficult,yes,to let go of the past.especially if your past was filled with the love shared with your loved one.thus you are scared of what the future holds,making you ever more resilient on holding to the past.but how can you know what the future hold if you do not move on?God has a way.He always has.Believe in Him and you can gain confidence from Him that He can make your future a better one.
For me,i always believe that life is all about moving on.you fail,you pick yourself up and move on.even when you succeed, you don't wear ur pride on your sleeve and boast about it.you move on and learn to progress.Jerblinn said in our FIRST cell meeting '' unsuccessful people are always just trying to survive.Average people just think of maintainence.but Successful people only think of progress. '' another thing that successful people also think of is moving on.when they move on, they learn from their mistakes after failing.many have asked me'' why do i seem untroubled despite the bad results.why do i seem untroubled despite a bad regatta.why do i seem to be happy all the time and also be able to help others by letting them talk to you? '' this questions have often come to me.i do wallow in self-pity at times.but that is enough already.i feel that the key to staying happy is to move on and trust that God will make a better future ahead.however, there are certain things that cannot be let go.like letting go of a treasured relationship with that special one.that is the problem im still living thru and the only thing from the past i cannot let go.
God Bless.
Forgive and Forget.
Learn to Move on.
Stay Happy.
Embrace the future by Letting go of the Past.
:) Peace.
Friday, January 11, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Boring..
Wishing for a tatoo..but not this..haha.nice tho..Yong was supposed to act 'giving' a rose
school was normal..just that.due to the lessons.i came out shagged..as if i have been having sex for 10days in a row..:):):):):):). no la..it was SS.PE.EL.REC.MT.CME.kaoz..how tiring can it be..happy birthday to lingzhen anyways..hahaha.so boring..accompanied weichin to pasir ris to do his Ez-link card.walked around whitesands mall.no bloody stalls that sells nice shirts!but saw a package about PSPSlim!$375 - console,memocard,pouch,clothe and holder.not that..its red tho.hahaha..hmm.day passed quickly.could not even sleep!!tuition at ms choo's.Amath Amath Amath.funny lesson..but really shagged!!haiz..dun wanna go on already.thinking of her thru and thru and wad weichin said..=.="". still cant forget her.FUCK!im sick..really sick..
school was normal..just that.due to the lessons.i came out shagged..as if i have been having sex for 10days in a row..:):):):):):). no la..it was SS.PE.EL.REC.MT.CME.kaoz..how tiring can it be..happy birthday to lingzhen anyways..hahaha.so boring..accompanied weichin to pasir ris to do his Ez-link card.walked around whitesands mall.no bloody stalls that sells nice shirts!but saw a package about PSPSlim!$375 - console,memocard,pouch,clothe and holder.not that..its red tho.hahaha..hmm.day passed quickly.could not even sleep!!tuition at ms choo's.Amath Amath Amath.funny lesson..but really shagged!!haiz..dun wanna go on already.thinking of her thru and thru and wad weichin said..=.="". still cant forget her.FUCK!im sick..really sick..
GTFO.
im telling myself.not you.LOL.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Helpless when she smiles..
any..just being emo.LOL!anyways..lost my Amath textbook.really really pissed.FUCK!!!haiz.gonn whack that ass who took it.Amath test went with bit of ease despite a little difficulties without my trusty notes.after that was the Science Prac classes.stupid weizhi is making me pissed already with all his idiotic comments by calling me stupid..noob._I_ =.= _I_ . wtf siaz..i dun even complain when u guys do stuff to me.return me money also got so much difficulty..haiz.i still put up with it la.first day im in Chem Prac.difficulties understanding the different solutions that should be used together..made it thru tho.went to eat with james shaun and nick before meeting aravindh along the way.so 5 of us went to eat.just really retarded when we talk.when james starts the crapping on shaun..we just all join in.the best part was when we talked about what we aim to do after Os and which course we wanna go.really funny!!aravindh wants to go either areo-nautical/space.shaun had the same idea.james wanna go music&audio tech while i wanna go psychology.didn know wad nick wanna do since he didn say.and guess what..we sat there from 3++ till 5!KAOZ!funny how we could just talk for so long and time passing along.haha parted with aravindh and 4 of us walked towards tp.bus came and james and talked.haha.we were reminiscing about our past..then touched on him being with lingzhen at sec2 and when i was with rachel at sec3.ahah.paiseh until cannot paiseh loh.really tiring.but just enjoy it whenever with them..haha.much more fun and laughter rather then getting insulted by the other 2 gits.really cannot take their nonsense against me le.:(:(:(
Friends. are they important?take a look around you.are the people you hang out with are your real friends?and are you their real friends?i think i am with real friends.ben james shaun nick alfred junjie eric weizhi weichin mervyn jerome vikesh dinesh aravindh jerrold jonlee amos.but sometimes i really wonder im a friend to some.im always seen around those 2.but i always get suan-ed.ridiculed.getting whacked.this has been since last year.i enjoy their company.but sometimes they get too far into disturbing me by hiding my bag books and other stuff.i took that all in last year as we are still good friends.this year has been the same.no doubt i owe weichin 5bucks but weizhi owes me 30bucks.how to return weichin when weizhi has yet to return me?i have no more money already.so they ganged up on me again saying im such an ass for asking for money and not returning.kaoz.cant be bothered with them already.today..we changed places.weizhi went to the front and weichin and i went to the back.dunno wad he's feeling but he kept saying bullshit to me and even took my Amath textbook to hide.and guess wad?its really lost FFS.haiz.friends are not like this.yes this are part and parcels of having friends.but some do not know the limit of when to stop insulting a person.like with james and co. .we do suan shaun..but we know the limits and we stop.even among the sailors..quek used to like to suan me.but he knows the limits..then talking to me nicely.even nickde cruz..a good friend.he does say shit bout me coz im fat.but when he knows he has gone overboard..he apologizes and says no hard feelings there..i accept it readily.we enjoy it whenever nickdecruz damien shen me and wilbur get together.they know their lmits as well.hmm.really troubled over this issue now.they say friends always stick thru thick and thin.share their troubles and celebrate each other's joys.haiz..Friends are indeed priceless.just like God.absolutely priceless..just that once you lose ur friends over a bad incident..the chance of u guys becoming friends again are sth of a 2%.other 98% would mean not becoming friends again.but if u lose God..he will 100% help you go back to Him.no doubt.so don't lose both..coz Life would become meaningless without it.
God is Priceless.
Friends are Priceless.
Lose them at your Peril.
Live with the Happily.
Peace..later:):)
Friends. are they important?take a look around you.are the people you hang out with are your real friends?and are you their real friends?i think i am with real friends.ben james shaun nick alfred junjie eric weizhi weichin mervyn jerome vikesh dinesh aravindh jerrold jonlee amos.but sometimes i really wonder im a friend to some.im always seen around those 2.but i always get suan-ed.ridiculed.getting whacked.this has been since last year.i enjoy their company.but sometimes they get too far into disturbing me by hiding my bag books and other stuff.i took that all in last year as we are still good friends.this year has been the same.no doubt i owe weichin 5bucks but weizhi owes me 30bucks.how to return weichin when weizhi has yet to return me?i have no more money already.so they ganged up on me again saying im such an ass for asking for money and not returning.kaoz.cant be bothered with them already.today..we changed places.weizhi went to the front and weichin and i went to the back.dunno wad he's feeling but he kept saying bullshit to me and even took my Amath textbook to hide.and guess wad?its really lost FFS.haiz.friends are not like this.yes this are part and parcels of having friends.but some do not know the limit of when to stop insulting a person.like with james and co. .we do suan shaun..but we know the limits and we stop.even among the sailors..quek used to like to suan me.but he knows the limits..then talking to me nicely.even nickde cruz..a good friend.he does say shit bout me coz im fat.but when he knows he has gone overboard..he apologizes and says no hard feelings there..i accept it readily.we enjoy it whenever nickdecruz damien shen me and wilbur get together.they know their lmits as well.hmm.really troubled over this issue now.they say friends always stick thru thick and thin.share their troubles and celebrate each other's joys.haiz..Friends are indeed priceless.just like God.absolutely priceless..just that once you lose ur friends over a bad incident..the chance of u guys becoming friends again are sth of a 2%.other 98% would mean not becoming friends again.but if u lose God..he will 100% help you go back to Him.no doubt.so don't lose both..coz Life would become meaningless without it.
God is Priceless.
Friends are Priceless.
Lose them at your Peril.
Live with the Happily.
Peace..later:):)
Any time.Any place..
Anytime, anywhere, any place
You could be anyone today
Maybe I will recognize
You on a crowded street
Maybe you'll take me by surprise
Will you be the one I had in mind?
There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to face
Like I'm imagining
Baby how can I be sure
That you're the one I'm waiting for
Will you be
Unmistakable
People say we're watching life
Through a glass
Desperately waiting on a chance
I know you're out there,
Holding on,
Holding out for me
How're we gonna know the time is right?
What if you're here and I'm just blind?
There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to face
Like I'm imagining
Baby how can I be sure
That you're the one I'm waiting for
Will you be
Unmistakable
How can I know a song
I've never heard
How will I know your voice
When you haven't said a word
How do I know how this will end
Before we begin, before we begin
There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to face (face to face)
Like I'm imagining (like I'm imagining)
Baby how can I be sure (how can I be sure)
That you're the one I'm waiting for (you're the one I'm waiting for)
Will you be (will you be, will you be)
Will you be (will you be)
Unmistakable
Unmistakable
Nice song by BackstreetBoys :)
You could be anyone today
Maybe I will recognize
You on a crowded street
Maybe you'll take me by surprise
Will you be the one I had in mind?
There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to face
Like I'm imagining
Baby how can I be sure
That you're the one I'm waiting for
Will you be
Unmistakable
People say we're watching life
Through a glass
Desperately waiting on a chance
I know you're out there,
Holding on,
Holding out for me
How're we gonna know the time is right?
What if you're here and I'm just blind?
There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to face
Like I'm imagining
Baby how can I be sure
That you're the one I'm waiting for
Will you be
Unmistakable
How can I know a song
I've never heard
How will I know your voice
When you haven't said a word
How do I know how this will end
Before we begin, before we begin
There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to face (face to face)
Like I'm imagining (like I'm imagining)
Baby how can I be sure (how can I be sure)
That you're the one I'm waiting for (you're the one I'm waiting for)
Will you be (will you be, will you be)
Will you be (will you be)
Unmistakable
Unmistakable
Nice song by BackstreetBoys :)
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
I have been walking inside a haze..
ITS TUESDAY!20 MORE MF-ING DAYS!anyway..today had much stuff going on.first..school was first time not boring to the core.second.im class chairman.third tuition with ben is simply enjoyable.fourth sis bought me few shirts from hongkong.quite nice LOL!.fifth just got a 40dollar TopMan voucher.WOOTS!
Amath test tomorrow and have yet to start working on it.Life is looking up again.Ever heard of ' Where's the fun without the danger? ' haha.im sure u have heard of it before.sides..this can mean anything.im sure ur frens have asked u to participate in some activites that were dangerous but at the same time..be fun?have ur frens ever dared u to come along in the adventure to a rumoured haunted district?or to step into geylang's red light district?or even sports like wakeboarding.one hell of a ride but when an accident occurs..it is fatal as a crash can mean a broken limb that could cost ur life.
in life..one has to step out of their own comfort zones to reach another level of experience towards life.that is what this quote means as well.no doubt if u are a jack of all trades you are a master of none?but if u never try..how would u know u will fail?in life..one has to experience hardship in order to attain success.lets say for example..u are the best employee in ur company.year after year..u do the same concept that would ensure yourself being the best emplyee.but what if u are challenged to or asked to change to a new concept. u feel uneasy and disturbed.thinking that this is the way ppl are going to knock off ur title as the best employee.thus u think best of urself only and do a new concept but somehow u didn get the best emplyee award. so u start asking urself stuff like..i should have won.that is a new concept.im the best.but i would have still won if i stuck to the old one. is this wad u are going to tell urself?then u are not going to achieve much as sometimes..failure is the mother of all success.testing untested waters are always dangerous.but how would u know it is dangerous till u tested it?no doubt it always dangerous to venture into new stuff..but if u didn try it out. how would u know this is some stuff that can make u have fun and can somehow earn a living out of it?yes it hurts when u fail..theres the danger..but that is where u take an experience of life to another level.
Life is full of untested waters.
Try stepping out of your comfort zones to try new stuff.
Its is painful to fail yet fruitful as the experience allows us to learn.
Trust God all the way.
Lets take Life to another level.
Amath test tomorrow and have yet to start working on it.Life is looking up again.Ever heard of ' Where's the fun without the danger? ' haha.im sure u have heard of it before.sides..this can mean anything.im sure ur frens have asked u to participate in some activites that were dangerous but at the same time..be fun?have ur frens ever dared u to come along in the adventure to a rumoured haunted district?or to step into geylang's red light district?or even sports like wakeboarding.one hell of a ride but when an accident occurs..it is fatal as a crash can mean a broken limb that could cost ur life.
in life..one has to step out of their own comfort zones to reach another level of experience towards life.that is what this quote means as well.no doubt if u are a jack of all trades you are a master of none?but if u never try..how would u know u will fail?in life..one has to experience hardship in order to attain success.lets say for example..u are the best employee in ur company.year after year..u do the same concept that would ensure yourself being the best emplyee.but what if u are challenged to or asked to change to a new concept. u feel uneasy and disturbed.thinking that this is the way ppl are going to knock off ur title as the best employee.thus u think best of urself only and do a new concept but somehow u didn get the best emplyee award. so u start asking urself stuff like..i should have won.that is a new concept.im the best.but i would have still won if i stuck to the old one. is this wad u are going to tell urself?then u are not going to achieve much as sometimes..failure is the mother of all success.testing untested waters are always dangerous.but how would u know it is dangerous till u tested it?no doubt it always dangerous to venture into new stuff..but if u didn try it out. how would u know this is some stuff that can make u have fun and can somehow earn a living out of it?yes it hurts when u fail..theres the danger..but that is where u take an experience of life to another level.
Life is full of untested waters.
Try stepping out of your comfort zones to try new stuff.
Its is painful to fail yet fruitful as the experience allows us to learn.
Trust God all the way.
Lets take Life to another level.
Monday, January 7, 2008
I'm seriously sorry..
hmm..2 blows in less than a month..cant blame anyone but myself.but well..cant be bothered to talk wad happened today anyway.lets go to..
in Life..there are alwasy choices to make.choices that always involve day to day matters to education matters to important and urgent situations to almost everything in Life.there is also a choice between Life and Death.this choices moulds us into the people we are today.lets give a simple example : lets see..this boy was given a choice between foods.Lovely Fried Chicken to Vegetables.this boy thus chooses the 1st option.he likes it..and is given another choice.Chicken to Vege.he would still choose the chicken and if he continues making that kinda decision..he will indeed need some diet planning.for me as well..another example.an important choice i had to make 5 years ago.i was pri6 and i just got back my PSLE score.yes..187 is a pussy score.many of my friends scored fabulous scores and got themselves into good schools.while my score only meant SHSS.sides was a N(A) stream.my sister once said me being in N(A) stream is simply ridiculous.many teachers spoke in tune with her as well.i remembered i cried a bit.the next day.i was happy and jovial.i remember my friend once asked me.' hey marc..its only a day since u known ur results and u were crying.but today,it seemed as though nothing happened at all.' it does seem incredulous that after a day of total heart break, i was actually happy the next.let me tell u what went thru my mind.i had 2 choices- either hold my head high and tell myself maybe this is God leading me to a path not yet explored?or im just going to mull over my results and beat myself down like useless dickhead mofo.i took that choice to remain happy and not be discouraged.i did beat myself.but like what my mom said..what done is done..it cannot be undone.dun spill tears over wasted milk.
for these choices to be made.regret must never be present.y make a choice and be regretful?always make the right choice.whether is it a good choice or a bad choice.wad matters is that u were the one that made that choice and that u do not regret making that choice.i have already regretted in making a choice.that was to let go of someone i truly adore.so pls..dun let it happen to anyone.go to God for help for he can guide you..
Peace we out..
Sincerely Sorry..
in Life..there are alwasy choices to make.choices that always involve day to day matters to education matters to important and urgent situations to almost everything in Life.there is also a choice between Life and Death.this choices moulds us into the people we are today.lets give a simple example : lets see..this boy was given a choice between foods.Lovely Fried Chicken to Vegetables.this boy thus chooses the 1st option.he likes it..and is given another choice.Chicken to Vege.he would still choose the chicken and if he continues making that kinda decision..he will indeed need some diet planning.for me as well..another example.an important choice i had to make 5 years ago.i was pri6 and i just got back my PSLE score.yes..187 is a pussy score.many of my friends scored fabulous scores and got themselves into good schools.while my score only meant SHSS.sides was a N(A) stream.my sister once said me being in N(A) stream is simply ridiculous.many teachers spoke in tune with her as well.i remembered i cried a bit.the next day.i was happy and jovial.i remember my friend once asked me.' hey marc..its only a day since u known ur results and u were crying.but today,it seemed as though nothing happened at all.' it does seem incredulous that after a day of total heart break, i was actually happy the next.let me tell u what went thru my mind.i had 2 choices- either hold my head high and tell myself maybe this is God leading me to a path not yet explored?or im just going to mull over my results and beat myself down like useless dickhead mofo.i took that choice to remain happy and not be discouraged.i did beat myself.but like what my mom said..what done is done..it cannot be undone.dun spill tears over wasted milk.
for these choices to be made.regret must never be present.y make a choice and be regretful?always make the right choice.whether is it a good choice or a bad choice.wad matters is that u were the one that made that choice and that u do not regret making that choice.i have already regretted in making a choice.that was to let go of someone i truly adore.so pls..dun let it happen to anyone.go to God for help for he can guide you..
Peace we out..
Sincerely Sorry..
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Time heals all wounds...
hey there y'all..hmm.nvm.my day passed boringly.tuitioned then came home to DotA.goodness..needa stop!!!anyways..really boring day..not my usual sundays anyway.missing that one person made it even worse.wanting to buy those shirts made it a lot more worse!anyway happy birthday zena!!haha.stupid charles anyway..pangseh me for galfren.=.=!!feeling sick now..:(:(:(:(:(:(:( and school's starting tomorrow :((:((:((:((:(( hahaha
hmmm..where to start.Time heals all wounds..heard that line before people??tough to describe..but easily used to our lives long-term.what does it mean by time heals all wounds?does it mean that u get a scratch and over time it heals?well its sth like that.more towards humanly life.this line refers to..lets say..emotional wounds.i broke up with this charming girl of 1year3mths.it fucking hurts right?imagine spending all that time and effort into supporting her thru her major exams and then helping her cope with her many problems that she had faced last year.all that love and devotion and committment and sacrifice to be happy, to be thankful..was all wasted.yes..no doubt we did break up over a minor issue that could have been salvaged..but it showed her committment to me.it was all over on her birthday.it was a sad and a happy day for her while it was a really endearing day for me.just one sentence from her mom and other relatives was all it took for us to split.wow..but somehow..i have forgiven her..and myself.why?time heals all wounds.i can tell you that no matter how deep a hurt someone has caused you or how deep a hate you have towards someone..one day when u finally meet that one person coincidentally, are you going to carry on that hate and dislike for that person?or are you going to greet that person as a friend?time heals all wounds.even a really nasty gash on your leg will be healed thru time..so why cant that hate for that person be healed?you cant possibly hate that one person for life?many friends have asked me..why aren't you like all down and emo-ish after your break up?but on the contrary you are actually joyful and lively??i admit after that breaking up.i was really down.didn know what to do.went out with friends to enjoy playing lan.but somehow i didn feel a thing.it hurt that much.days later..i can tell you that i can look high again and say lets start a new.thru time..the wounds inside me healed.in my circumstance..the wound healed quickly.for many.its far worse.thus taking a long time.for time to heal all wounds.it also means that one has to have the courage to help the healing.not facing reality.hiding oneself to a corner.dis-associating yourself from other ppl.becoming a moody person.these actions will not heal your emotional wounds.if u cant face reality,you cant solve the problem.if u hide yourself from the society and friends, how can this people help you get over the crisis?if you become a moody person, nobody will want to be your friend and help will not be given.it doesn't matter that Love has failed or that Life is going down or even relationships with people.time can heal all wounds.no matter how painful they are.no matter how deep they are.no matter how gruesome they.it will heal.have the courage.ask God for that courage.have the willingness.ask God for the willingness.then your wounds will be healed.i have been thru this and the many posts i have talked stuff like this..i have been thru.i am happy now and will always be.no matter how bad a setback i suffer or how painful it is..i trust in God that he will show me the way to forgiveness and have the courage to continue living life happily.
so now peeps.now u know why im a happy-go-lucky person.LOL!
praying to God that Lindis recovers from her sickness.that she would recover fast from her sickness and give the strength to fight out whatever sickness she is going thru.Amen.
22 more days.
Where are those shirts I yearn for?
Where is that PSP Slim I yearn for?
Where is that phone I yearn for?
Where is that person I yearn for?
Loving God always..
Loving Her always..
Loving all my friends always..
Peace we out :)
hmmm..where to start.Time heals all wounds..heard that line before people??tough to describe..but easily used to our lives long-term.what does it mean by time heals all wounds?does it mean that u get a scratch and over time it heals?well its sth like that.more towards humanly life.this line refers to..lets say..emotional wounds.i broke up with this charming girl of 1year3mths.it fucking hurts right?imagine spending all that time and effort into supporting her thru her major exams and then helping her cope with her many problems that she had faced last year.all that love and devotion and committment and sacrifice to be happy, to be thankful..was all wasted.yes..no doubt we did break up over a minor issue that could have been salvaged..but it showed her committment to me.it was all over on her birthday.it was a sad and a happy day for her while it was a really endearing day for me.just one sentence from her mom and other relatives was all it took for us to split.wow..but somehow..i have forgiven her..and myself.why?time heals all wounds.i can tell you that no matter how deep a hurt someone has caused you or how deep a hate you have towards someone..one day when u finally meet that one person coincidentally, are you going to carry on that hate and dislike for that person?or are you going to greet that person as a friend?time heals all wounds.even a really nasty gash on your leg will be healed thru time..so why cant that hate for that person be healed?you cant possibly hate that one person for life?many friends have asked me..why aren't you like all down and emo-ish after your break up?but on the contrary you are actually joyful and lively??i admit after that breaking up.i was really down.didn know what to do.went out with friends to enjoy playing lan.but somehow i didn feel a thing.it hurt that much.days later..i can tell you that i can look high again and say lets start a new.thru time..the wounds inside me healed.in my circumstance..the wound healed quickly.for many.its far worse.thus taking a long time.for time to heal all wounds.it also means that one has to have the courage to help the healing.not facing reality.hiding oneself to a corner.dis-associating yourself from other ppl.becoming a moody person.these actions will not heal your emotional wounds.if u cant face reality,you cant solve the problem.if u hide yourself from the society and friends, how can this people help you get over the crisis?if you become a moody person, nobody will want to be your friend and help will not be given.it doesn't matter that Love has failed or that Life is going down or even relationships with people.time can heal all wounds.no matter how painful they are.no matter how deep they are.no matter how gruesome they.it will heal.have the courage.ask God for that courage.have the willingness.ask God for the willingness.then your wounds will be healed.i have been thru this and the many posts i have talked stuff like this..i have been thru.i am happy now and will always be.no matter how bad a setback i suffer or how painful it is..i trust in God that he will show me the way to forgiveness and have the courage to continue living life happily.
so now peeps.now u know why im a happy-go-lucky person.LOL!
praying to God that Lindis recovers from her sickness.that she would recover fast from her sickness and give the strength to fight out whatever sickness she is going thru.Amen.
22 more days.
Where are those shirts I yearn for?
Where is that PSP Slim I yearn for?
Where is that phone I yearn for?
Where is that person I yearn for?
Loving God always..
Loving Her always..
Loving all my friends always..
Peace we out :)
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Blasphemy of...
2008 this year is gonna be a special year.the initials 2 and 8 can be associated with me.the 8th month - August will be when my Os prelims will be..u add 2 & 8 and u get 10..that is the month my Os will be.2 & 8 is also the numbers for my birthday!!28thJan!!hmmm.how life can get this coincidental.maybe indeed this year will be really really special.u never know wad God has in store for me and all of us..
anyways life was slack today.woke up at 9 actually but dozed off till 11..haha.watched Pokemon Sr9 before going out to alter my school pants.gotta go back tomorrow to take back my pants.after that went home for lunch.mom cooked porridge since my dad mom and i were all sick!kaoz!!!!haha.went off for pool with Jason.LOL!won him 5-3.i won him 5 games in a row while he won me 3 games a row..really pissing off today as i cant make easy pots!grrr!!!after that went service with AFRED!only 2 of us since our group ppl rarely come on sats..but still saw xiuyin and other ppl from SHSS.today's preaching from PastorKong was really impactful and powerful to us all..hmmm.will have to ask Suting and brotherEdmund for help regarding whatever was shared.LOL!after service we supposed to meet Suting for dinner along with Jerb and Richard.in the end AFRED! and i went to bugis first since we decided on meeting later.walked around and saw really nice shirts.but now..NO MONEY!!hmm.sad la..now having imbal sales..seriously..this shop, Messy was having some 80% sale!!!saw junjie with his sis and mom at freshbox..really funny tho..haha!between alfred and i anyways..alfred bought a tie while im still fantasizing over those few shirts which i really like.finally took off to tampines since we walked finish..haha.we talked on the train as always..reached there and ate at where james ben me shaun and nick would always eat after school.richard practically finished up 4bowls of rice when he only had 1 bowl of tomyam soup as his main dish..KAOZ!call me a bottomless pit?i would really wonder what you would call him.LOL!wilson and gladwin joined us anyway..hmm.after that walked to jerb's house outside to take bus.Suting and alfred walked the same way while me richard and yaozong took 69 to interchange.hmm.met some of last year's 4a's peeps while on the way to MRT.filled day but didn really have that awakening feeling.still feeling very exhausted.maybe im just really missing that person i love.i really am.or maybe im still missing my dear ex.goodness.CANT THINK!!zz..so tired..wanna philosophize but lazy to..hahaha.tomorrow bah..will do 2!see!another initial of 2&8.haha :):):):):):):)
S pecify
M easurable
A ctions
R ealistic
T ime
E xpectations
R evelation
Loving God
Loving Her..
Peace :)
anyways life was slack today.woke up at 9 actually but dozed off till 11..haha.watched Pokemon Sr9 before going out to alter my school pants.gotta go back tomorrow to take back my pants.after that went home for lunch.mom cooked porridge since my dad mom and i were all sick!kaoz!!!!haha.went off for pool with Jason.LOL!won him 5-3.i won him 5 games in a row while he won me 3 games a row..really pissing off today as i cant make easy pots!grrr!!!after that went service with AFRED!only 2 of us since our group ppl rarely come on sats..but still saw xiuyin and other ppl from SHSS.today's preaching from PastorKong was really impactful and powerful to us all..hmmm.will have to ask Suting and brotherEdmund for help regarding whatever was shared.LOL!after service we supposed to meet Suting for dinner along with Jerb and Richard.in the end AFRED! and i went to bugis first since we decided on meeting later.walked around and saw really nice shirts.but now..NO MONEY!!hmm.sad la..now having imbal sales..seriously..this shop, Messy was having some 80% sale!!!saw junjie with his sis and mom at freshbox..really funny tho..haha!between alfred and i anyways..alfred bought a tie while im still fantasizing over those few shirts which i really like.finally took off to tampines since we walked finish..haha.we talked on the train as always..reached there and ate at where james ben me shaun and nick would always eat after school.richard practically finished up 4bowls of rice when he only had 1 bowl of tomyam soup as his main dish..KAOZ!call me a bottomless pit?i would really wonder what you would call him.LOL!wilson and gladwin joined us anyway..hmm.after that walked to jerb's house outside to take bus.Suting and alfred walked the same way while me richard and yaozong took 69 to interchange.hmm.met some of last year's 4a's peeps while on the way to MRT.filled day but didn really have that awakening feeling.still feeling very exhausted.maybe im just really missing that person i love.i really am.or maybe im still missing my dear ex.goodness.CANT THINK!!zz..so tired..wanna philosophize but lazy to..hahaha.tomorrow bah..will do 2!see!another initial of 2&8.haha :):):):):):):)
S pecify
M easurable
A ctions
R ealistic
T ime
E xpectations
R evelation
Loving God
Loving Her..
Peace :)
Friday, January 4, 2008
Lose Yourself..
somehow thought of this song title by Eminem..probably my all time idol.listen to his emotional songs..speaks a lot to those lycrists.will go into detail later if i can..school was the usual anyway.BORING!but well.i somehow am getting the hang of physics finally..though i actually gave some random answers that were actually correct..im starting to grasp it i think..and hopefully MrsChan can see that im trying already!btw..its freaking friday!!tomorrow is sat!played basketball after school today.first game was a total mismatch la..jonathan gladwin AFRED! and another junyuan guy was in same team.my team made out of junjie me shaun and another junyuan guy.warm up round was quite equal but when the game started..we were somehow 7-2 down..quickly made it 9-7 but was kinda too late bah.dunno somehow i cant shoot properly and the rebounds are rarely won.weichin and i seriously make a good throw-miss-jumb-rebound team.he always gets to score because of my seriously lousy shooting.hmmm been long since i did any sports so yea.havent been seeing my dear for so long already!!!and she is sick somemore..most probably going night service with AFRED! tomorrow night.sunday morning will be a total mess up so i think i better reach it for the sat one.Life is getting into place already i guess..lessons are coming up and i have started to at least be attentive no matter how darn tired i am.still..im not used to the timings as yet as i have been spending a too good a life already since the hols.hmmm..
heard Eminem songs?if u have not..go listen to Mockingbird, When I'm Gone, Cleaning Out My Closet, We As Americans, Lose Yourself, The Way I Am and few others.anyway..heard this song Lose Yourself recently thanks to iTunes.im serious..go listen to them..in some way or another..it is very inspiring.this song for example..says that how this guy joined a rap competition but choked everytime he got scared..his life was a tainted one as his childhood was influenced by the dirty Blacks of Detroit.still..he always wanted to prove people wrong..he tried and tried and tried.he finally won and has proven that in life.he cannot stay in his mom's house forever if he is to make it big in life.
That man in that song is like one of us out there..trick out that situation and picture yourself in that different but sound-alike situation.you have always wanted to win sth..maybe not a competition but maybe trying to win a gift from ur parents or sth.but everytime that competition comes..u become scared and thus getting humiliated by the crowds and sometimes friends around you.thus ur parents or bosses beat u up by saying you can never make it big in life.they feel disgraced about you.they shun you to one side and pick new favourites that can satisfy their hunger for a successful child or employer.thus your life goes into an all-time low.you cant seem to pick yourself up.you start to lose yourself and turn to drugs smoking and doing bad things to the society like robbing ppl to killing ppl.vandalism to fighting.so my question is..are u gonn stay like this or try to get back on your feet and try for success again?i have many friend examples that have become like this.i admit myself that i have pictured myself in such situations.im a sailor and everytime a competition comes..i get all anxious and scared and thus..not knowing how to withstand that kinda pressure to continue doing well..parents have high hopes but get destroyed when i fail.they scold me and shun me.it is sad but what have i done?quit sailing and tried at another sport?or continued trying and trying?i continued trying despite not doing as well i would have expected.in school even..poor results are the failures one will have to come face to face.i have failed.but did i succumb to smoking?stealing?i have never once succumbed to smoking but stealing was a natural.i ask for forgiveness on that.but the main thing is..have you still the strength to stand back up on your feet and continue to persue that dream you have held for long?have u still the strength to prove ppl for once and for all with that almighty good OLevel aggregate score?or are u gonn succumb to pressure once more and fall back to your feet?i have said and felt the pressure-cooker life.it is just ur willpower and most importantly..ur asking of God's help to help you thru the crisis.ask Him to give u renewed courage to face failure and not succumb to success..but to always keep trying hard.
those peeps especially taking Os and Ns this year together with me[Os].if u somehow crossed this blog..try and keep trying.if u fall..get back to ur feet.
Life is tough but can be easy at times.
Go to God faithfully as He can help you.
Have no doubt in yourself but have only confidence.
Always get back to your feet when you have fallen as no one else but yourself can help yourself.
Peace out..
Chill guys..
And keep rolling..:):)::)):)
heard Eminem songs?if u have not..go listen to Mockingbird, When I'm Gone, Cleaning Out My Closet, We As Americans, Lose Yourself, The Way I Am and few others.anyway..heard this song Lose Yourself recently thanks to iTunes.im serious..go listen to them..in some way or another..it is very inspiring.this song for example..says that how this guy joined a rap competition but choked everytime he got scared..his life was a tainted one as his childhood was influenced by the dirty Blacks of Detroit.still..he always wanted to prove people wrong..he tried and tried and tried.he finally won and has proven that in life.he cannot stay in his mom's house forever if he is to make it big in life.
That man in that song is like one of us out there..trick out that situation and picture yourself in that different but sound-alike situation.you have always wanted to win sth..maybe not a competition but maybe trying to win a gift from ur parents or sth.but everytime that competition comes..u become scared and thus getting humiliated by the crowds and sometimes friends around you.thus ur parents or bosses beat u up by saying you can never make it big in life.they feel disgraced about you.they shun you to one side and pick new favourites that can satisfy their hunger for a successful child or employer.thus your life goes into an all-time low.you cant seem to pick yourself up.you start to lose yourself and turn to drugs smoking and doing bad things to the society like robbing ppl to killing ppl.vandalism to fighting.so my question is..are u gonn stay like this or try to get back on your feet and try for success again?i have many friend examples that have become like this.i admit myself that i have pictured myself in such situations.im a sailor and everytime a competition comes..i get all anxious and scared and thus..not knowing how to withstand that kinda pressure to continue doing well..parents have high hopes but get destroyed when i fail.they scold me and shun me.it is sad but what have i done?quit sailing and tried at another sport?or continued trying and trying?i continued trying despite not doing as well i would have expected.in school even..poor results are the failures one will have to come face to face.i have failed.but did i succumb to smoking?stealing?i have never once succumbed to smoking but stealing was a natural.i ask for forgiveness on that.but the main thing is..have you still the strength to stand back up on your feet and continue to persue that dream you have held for long?have u still the strength to prove ppl for once and for all with that almighty good OLevel aggregate score?or are u gonn succumb to pressure once more and fall back to your feet?i have said and felt the pressure-cooker life.it is just ur willpower and most importantly..ur asking of God's help to help you thru the crisis.ask Him to give u renewed courage to face failure and not succumb to success..but to always keep trying hard.
those peeps especially taking Os and Ns this year together with me[Os].if u somehow crossed this blog..try and keep trying.if u fall..get back to ur feet.
Life is tough but can be easy at times.
Go to God faithfully as He can help you.
Have no doubt in yourself but have only confidence.
Always get back to your feet when you have fallen as no one else but yourself can help yourself.
Peace out..
Chill guys..
And keep rolling..:):)::)):)
Thursday, January 3, 2008
All i need is a rhyme..
hmm.bored so decided to blog.LOL!went for tuition at 6 by aunt sam's car coz she driving filzah to parkway anyway.anyways..ms choo tuition started quite stupidly.she gave me binomial to do.OMMFG!!!dunno how to do!like seriously..binomial is the worst topic i can ever imagine.anyways..was doing until was asked to fill in a survey.ms choo's survey.was actually given by some girls from another class but ms choo asked me to write.KAOZ!wrote wrote wrote..hands became achey..so long no write long sentences lo!then ms choo told us about her teaching students as a challenge and a process.then she admitted she couldnt stand teaching stupid students..AND SHE SAID I WAS ACTUALLY ONE OF THEM!!!AHHHHHH!!!but then she finally said i was the few that could actually become so smart in the end..HAHA!hmm.told us bout her other experiences at the other 2 tuition centres.shall not elaborate but was still towards unruly students and stupid mommy boys' kids.then my question came out..' ms choo..ask u ah..do i have that smoker face?look?' her answer was obviously a ' yes ' . not only that..she added that i looked like a gangster because of my face!!!!!=.="""but anyways..have to accept how my face looks like..have been often accused for smoking..=.="then she asked me to answer her if i really do smoke or not.well i dun..I SERIOUSLY DON'T!!!SO PLS THOSE WHO THINK I SMOKE..I DON'T!!!!anyways..she said i look like a gangster..even the girl in class said i looked like gangster!!hmmm.well..fuck!appearances always make ppl go wrong..
this brings me to another topic..boring but well..educative.DON'T judge before knowing the person.this goes for guessing ppl's ages.it is mightily hazardous and scary.one fantastic example :- first time met clara for the team meeting on discussions for the camp.well..thought clara was one fine looking girl and was really wanting to find out her age.imbal pretty and funnily cute..so when meeting was done and alfred and i walked out first..i quickly asked alfred how old was clara.and alfred went to ask her..WTH!!but anyway..she answered by asking us to guess..so i guessed 18-19..her smile was so wide u could say she was the Joker's daughter.but well she said she was older than that.DANG!there goes another one..so guessed and guessed..no way she was older that 22..which was my sis age.but guess wad..she is 23!!!!!!!kaoz..how hazardous it is!!!imagine it was vice versa!!she would hate me forever!another example was during the camp..few ppl asked me how old was i.some even asked when i was going in army.!!!!!hmmm they were all shocked when they heard i was 16!!!
appearances are ever so deceitful..a thuggish looking guy may look like a bad person..but what if in actual fact he is actually a friendly and kind person??and also..vice versa?appearances are just what ppl want other ppl to see..if u do not know that person..dun ever judge before actually talking to him/her. like the saying goes - ' nvr judge a book cover to summarise the contents of a book ' . it means..really that tho a book cover looks like a really boring cover..u nvr know but find out the book actually hold so many wonderful stories..so people..DON'T EVER JUDGE ANYONE BY MEER APPEARANCES.IT IS HURTFUL AND DISRESPECTFUL!
Peace out people..Find the right rhythem and your life can flow easily like Music
this brings me to another topic..boring but well..educative.DON'T judge before knowing the person.this goes for guessing ppl's ages.it is mightily hazardous and scary.one fantastic example :- first time met clara for the team meeting on discussions for the camp.well..thought clara was one fine looking girl and was really wanting to find out her age.imbal pretty and funnily cute..so when meeting was done and alfred and i walked out first..i quickly asked alfred how old was clara.and alfred went to ask her..WTH!!but anyway..she answered by asking us to guess..so i guessed 18-19..her smile was so wide u could say she was the Joker's daughter.but well she said she was older than that.DANG!there goes another one..so guessed and guessed..no way she was older that 22..which was my sis age.but guess wad..she is 23!!!!!!!kaoz..how hazardous it is!!!imagine it was vice versa!!she would hate me forever!another example was during the camp..few ppl asked me how old was i.some even asked when i was going in army.!!!!!hmmm they were all shocked when they heard i was 16!!!
appearances are ever so deceitful..a thuggish looking guy may look like a bad person..but what if in actual fact he is actually a friendly and kind person??and also..vice versa?appearances are just what ppl want other ppl to see..if u do not know that person..dun ever judge before actually talking to him/her. like the saying goes - ' nvr judge a book cover to summarise the contents of a book ' . it means..really that tho a book cover looks like a really boring cover..u nvr know but find out the book actually hold so many wonderful stories..so people..DON'T EVER JUDGE ANYONE BY MEER APPEARANCES.IT IS HURTFUL AND DISRESPECTFUL!
Peace out people..Find the right rhythem and your life can flow easily like Music
Tiring..
how tiring can it get?waking up in the middle of the night hearing your sister dad and mom get ready to go airport while i was sleeping.freaking irritating..banging of doors and the frequent enterings of my room really pissed me off.woke up at 6 in the end.rained rained rained and my nose continued running running.hmmm im like super sick.anyways..school again.KAOZ!still not used to going to school again.walked past vicky yap again.think she said hi or sth but i was super blur in the morning.but well..dun really care.classroom discussiong were quite boring but was a laughter..this class is seriously very united.always towards a common cause - MrsCalais. hall period was all about the various CCA's in school.all were making us sleep except the band playing.not as good as the older batch but well..still nice to listen to.then came the death part - chinese classes. peeps in class that will really make studying worse.today was the insight of how the class will be in future.least still have weizhi yonlin junjie racheltan pamela around to learn from.physics was a bore but well..have to be attentive right now.
hmmm 5a..this class has been together since sec4.not a long time right?but many have been together since sec1.u can walk around this class and find out that ppl do actually know each other and also bother to say at least a simple ' hi ' to each other.this class has created a very close bond that was knit when Mdm Mufees was still around to drive us thru E.Math.not only that..the constant irritating of MrsCalais - form teacher this year..so its karma - has only put the class united.sounds a bad thing?it is but without this unity..this class would not have strived so hard to get into sec5a and score a good grade in Olevel E.Math. the class studied together..worked together.tho there are cliques in the class..we still mix around each other. like for example dinesh aravindh shaistah primal zul herman will be seen together. weizhi weichin me and sometime jonlee will be together. wesley izzat mark will be together. weishi claudia angeline and so on and so forth. cliques that were seen as the dividends of the class..but we are actually cliques that mix together and become a really big group.
though in school..we often taught to score good grades and make friends.thus causing a thought there are 2 groups - study friends and making friends friends'. thus creating individualism.as sailor and part of TeamSingapore, we are encouraged to mix around with our team members and members from other squads.work together and help each other improve each weaknesses and strengthen our strengths further.this applies to our studies in schools also.as a class..we must support each other and support will be given to you.however this only comes about when there is unity and togetherness and not selfishness and dividing swines who just wanna outperform each and every one of their friends.thus teamwork is important.it can cause major applications to one's confidence and thought of not giving up.life would be made easier.im sure u would have come across incidents in class where slower students ask teachers to slow down and then the faster students would tell the teacher to teach them later and finish the topic first?if u are one of this students who do not care about ur other friends who are weaker..y not take to step of helping ur friends by asking the teacher to let those students who understand faster teach those who are slower?that way the class can learn better and also show the unity in helping each other out.
i know i have been droning on and on and on about this bullshit.my bad..just always have the urge to talk about man's every day problems.ppl have confided in me their deepest worries about life.that is where i take my inspirations from.i try to help them by explaining the facts of the simple life which man have made it complicated in their own way.i myself have suffered such incidents.like wad Giba always say ' the clever man always learns from the stupid man's mistakes but the stupid man will never learn from the clever man as he cannot point out his mistakes '.so peeps who have come across here..read it and learn.be wise..be smart..be caring for ppl will show u the respect that u nvr would have imagined.
hmmm 5a..this class has been together since sec4.not a long time right?but many have been together since sec1.u can walk around this class and find out that ppl do actually know each other and also bother to say at least a simple ' hi ' to each other.this class has created a very close bond that was knit when Mdm Mufees was still around to drive us thru E.Math.not only that..the constant irritating of MrsCalais - form teacher this year..so its karma - has only put the class united.sounds a bad thing?it is but without this unity..this class would not have strived so hard to get into sec5a and score a good grade in Olevel E.Math. the class studied together..worked together.tho there are cliques in the class..we still mix around each other. like for example dinesh aravindh shaistah primal zul herman will be seen together. weizhi weichin me and sometime jonlee will be together. wesley izzat mark will be together. weishi claudia angeline and so on and so forth. cliques that were seen as the dividends of the class..but we are actually cliques that mix together and become a really big group.
though in school..we often taught to score good grades and make friends.thus causing a thought there are 2 groups - study friends and making friends friends'. thus creating individualism.as sailor and part of TeamSingapore, we are encouraged to mix around with our team members and members from other squads.work together and help each other improve each weaknesses and strengthen our strengths further.this applies to our studies in schools also.as a class..we must support each other and support will be given to you.however this only comes about when there is unity and togetherness and not selfishness and dividing swines who just wanna outperform each and every one of their friends.thus teamwork is important.it can cause major applications to one's confidence and thought of not giving up.life would be made easier.im sure u would have come across incidents in class where slower students ask teachers to slow down and then the faster students would tell the teacher to teach them later and finish the topic first?if u are one of this students who do not care about ur other friends who are weaker..y not take to step of helping ur friends by asking the teacher to let those students who understand faster teach those who are slower?that way the class can learn better and also show the unity in helping each other out.
i know i have been droning on and on and on about this bullshit.my bad..just always have the urge to talk about man's every day problems.ppl have confided in me their deepest worries about life.that is where i take my inspirations from.i try to help them by explaining the facts of the simple life which man have made it complicated in their own way.i myself have suffered such incidents.like wad Giba always say ' the clever man always learns from the stupid man's mistakes but the stupid man will never learn from the clever man as he cannot point out his mistakes '.so peeps who have come across here..read it and learn.be wise..be smart..be caring for ppl will show u the respect that u nvr would have imagined.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
First day of school is always the worst day..
back to school..FINALLY!but well.its always the worst day of all.4years back when i was sec2, hair got caught coz was too long.sec3 was caught again coz my hair was again too long and my nails were long.sec4 my hair was again caught as fringe was long.and this time, my hair was crazily short.NO fringe.NO tail. NO sideburns.!!!!!!!goodness.but guess wad?was still caught as there was colour still when u thot it was all cut off already..zz =.=!!.kaoz sia..in the end was told to spray it black by MrK.but seriously, i look very beng leh.especially with that stud.ahah. wore the cardiggan that i bough with L on NYE.really made me look like a gangster.SIANZ!well anyways..expected MrsCalais to be our form teacher..but kaoz..didn expect MrsLeong to become our AFT!!!really boring day.went tm with AFRED! after school to look at bags.went to Zinc™. saw some really nice bags but i still liked the one i always want.went to 77th Street to look at clothes.saw one nice shirt but the end sleeve was kinda gay?saw some studs at XCraft along the way and while we were going down..WE SAW GAEL!she was gonn watch IAmLegend with someone.haha.went down to B.U.M to change some shirts with AFRED!was helping him choose some shirts.dunno if he took them coz i left earlier..really tired and missing L along the way.fuck..2shirts i wanna buy.1 from Zara and 1 from TopMan.L would know which one from TopMan.hmmm.not really supposed to use the com but well..first day of school means no work..so just using..supposed to DotA with AFRED and hikaru but somehow they didn ask me..gonn sleep soon.super super super tired siaz.
Life is taking a change for us.Life is tough out in the real world.Life is really all about trying and working hard to achieve success.Life...
Life is taking a change for us.Life is tough out in the real world.Life is really all about trying and working hard to achieve success.Life...
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2007 to 2008 - HappyNewYear!!!
hmm.its 2008 already!sian-ded.Os coming.anyways..on the plus side..birthday coming!!haha.shares same initials as the year 2008. but lets take a walk down MY 2007 ;
- went into sec4d as the school's first thru train class.
- started tuition and made 4 very good frens : xiaoxuan,selena,cheryl and ms choo
- went thru first half of year as a total bad-ass bitch
- sailing took a dip and have so far not recovered.
- second half of the year came and studies became like shit
- started clubbing
- started harcore drinking but not all the time
- pool-ed at least twice every week
- dota-ed every day
- sailed less and less
- quarrelled with family
- life became a solidarity
- stepped up studying coz of Olevel math and english
- was afraid of being retained coz of seriously lousy grades
- heavy partying after the 2 Olevel papers.
- talked to AFRED! and was then invited to a church camp
- Dec3-5 was probably the most spiritual life i have come thru
- made very good friends like -hikaru peter ben hanyong darwin shaun jonchew ivan guojun jonathan[tingting!] jianguang suting belinda clara brotherEdmund deon yaozong joel meetingNicoleagain alicia jereen tingjia rayner xunyan jeffery gael annabel jerblinn sandy weiqiang wilson and like many many many more?
- went back to God and wanting to get saved
- went to church when i have always been so lazy to do so
- met L.
- dating L
- broke with other one coz of family
- becoming ever so sporty[hehe]
- called BestNewComer if there was such an award
- started a blog
- spent NewYear's eve and NewYear with L.
- Thanking God for AFRED to leading me back to church and you.
- getting ready for coming Os!
well there are actually much more but well..this are the many things that i have been doing and have done so.tomorrow going back to school while L is going back to work.fuck..we can barely meet each other la._I_ =.= _I_ . hmmm. if only i had actually been in express and graduate with L.but then again.if i was in express i would not have known L.
this year's 5a will make up of the same ppl minusing jiayang and aaron.but well..it will be fun coz there is weichin weizhi ben james nesh to be with.hmmm
anyone have any NewYear resolutions?u better have them.here is mine;
- becoming a changed person thru God's help and my friends and with L especially.
- spending a very very long time with L.
- get at least below 15pts for Os
- study seriously hard
- not getting distracted by fun and games
- loving family
- trying to make time for sunday services in the morning to help out cellgroup and also to go to God
- get PSPSlim [ LOL! ]
- get YouthWorld's qualification of sailing
- reach out for those who have never gone to God
- have my long hair back?NO!i wan topman shirt!73bucks!!!getting it soon i guess.its for CNY
- change my phone to nokia5610 [ LOL! ]
Play hard
Study hard
Never get distracted
It's now or never
Loving L always
Peace out peeps.
- went into sec4d as the school's first thru train class.
- started tuition and made 4 very good frens : xiaoxuan,selena,cheryl and ms choo
- went thru first half of year as a total bad-ass bitch
- sailing took a dip and have so far not recovered.
- second half of the year came and studies became like shit
- started clubbing
- started harcore drinking but not all the time
- pool-ed at least twice every week
- dota-ed every day
- sailed less and less
- quarrelled with family
- life became a solidarity
- stepped up studying coz of Olevel math and english
- was afraid of being retained coz of seriously lousy grades
- heavy partying after the 2 Olevel papers.
- talked to AFRED! and was then invited to a church camp
- Dec3-5 was probably the most spiritual life i have come thru
- made very good friends like -hikaru peter ben hanyong darwin shaun jonchew ivan guojun jonathan[tingting!] jianguang suting belinda clara brotherEdmund deon yaozong joel meetingNicoleagain alicia jereen tingjia rayner xunyan jeffery gael annabel jerblinn sandy weiqiang wilson and like many many many more?
- went back to God and wanting to get saved
- went to church when i have always been so lazy to do so
- met L.
- dating L
- broke with other one coz of family
- becoming ever so sporty[hehe]
- called BestNewComer if there was such an award
- started a blog
- spent NewYear's eve and NewYear with L.
- Thanking God for AFRED to leading me back to church and you.
- getting ready for coming Os!
well there are actually much more but well..this are the many things that i have been doing and have done so.tomorrow going back to school while L is going back to work.fuck..we can barely meet each other la._I_ =.= _I_ . hmmm. if only i had actually been in express and graduate with L.but then again.if i was in express i would not have known L.
this year's 5a will make up of the same ppl minusing jiayang and aaron.but well..it will be fun coz there is weichin weizhi ben james nesh to be with.hmmm
anyone have any NewYear resolutions?u better have them.here is mine;
- becoming a changed person thru God's help and my friends and with L especially.
- spending a very very long time with L.
- get at least below 15pts for Os
- study seriously hard
- not getting distracted by fun and games
- loving family
- trying to make time for sunday services in the morning to help out cellgroup and also to go to God
- get PSPSlim [ LOL! ]
- get YouthWorld's qualification of sailing
- reach out for those who have never gone to God
- have my long hair back?NO!i wan topman shirt!73bucks!!!getting it soon i guess.its for CNY
- change my phone to nokia5610 [ LOL! ]
Play hard
Study hard
Never get distracted
It's now or never
Loving L always
Peace out peeps.
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