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I have witnessed 2 sad events in only a week. 2 break-ups, 2 decimated souls looking for help. I've never really envisaged myself in such a situation. And coming to think of it, it was just about a year ago on the evening of 16th December 2007 when we decided to break-up. How fast has time flies eh? I must confess that, when I was told of this 2 recent incidents, I realised that you have actually never left me. We went out a couple of times together and have been chatting all the way through the night. I realise we were just friends. I must say that relationships can bring out the good and the bad of individuals. For me, it brought out the best in me. I cared for someone other than my family. I knew what responsibility was. I knew how to console someone and cheer someone up. I knew I would always be there to lend someone a listening ear whenever they wanted. If they needed help from me, I would be gladly assist them. Even if they didn't treat me well, I would still treat them as a friend. Also, this has brought out the worst in me. I found out I wasn't the type to let go easily. I realised that whats past is past and can never be relieved again. But I had to learn, to learn to move on. To let go and to think positive. For this 2 incidents, both had and are still having difficulties moving on. Friends are surely the utmost importance. I remembered I barely had a single good friend when I broke up with her. I didn't have someone to talk to, to pour my soul out to and to lift my burden to. Sure, reality might have made you a fool. However there is 1 thing that can certainly allow you to move on and tell back reality, is to look forward. Move on. What is done is done and no one will ever have the power to turn back time. Whoever out there who might be reading this might say I'm blabbering nonsense just to fill the spaces, but I'm sure you have felt that way before, just like everyone else?

There is someone I am waiting for. Though many have said that it might be futile to wait as she might not accept me in the end. But why give in when no decision has been made? God makes each and everyone of us fight for what we want. I know, undoubtedly there would be millions of obstacles that would be put in my way, but I'm going to go on and fight for what I want. This has been the lowest week of my holidays and I really do hope, that there would be something good at the end of it all.

·Peace™·
Cos' life is full of ups and downs..

P.S. Eh yo Brother and peas.. if you really come across here and read whatever somehow and some way. Cheer up, move on. There is nothing else but the future left to discover. GAMBATEH!