Today while driving back after dropping Shaun and the others back at Tampines, my mind started to wonder. There are just some things that aren't going my way and I am seemingly going to lose my sense of self-control. The girl that I like, or rather, I ADMIRED, for a long time, doesn't seem to want to know me. It seems the feeling isn't there. She taught me Chemistry back at school but damn... how little chemistry we have between each other. There just seems to be no other; one is overseas and probably with another guy and the other seems to be just my 'very good friend' and nothing else. The other thing that is bothering me is my flabby body shape. I really need to start keeping my body in shape. Hell.. I've been treating myself with food food food food and yea, MORE FOOD! And no exercise as well. Rugby training is really going to come into handy while Shaun and I are thinking of picking up the skates again. Damn.. I seriously need to cut off those spare tires and stop being lazy and pick up those weights more frequently at home and not wait for gym sessions that are never coming. The other thing bothering me, are my studies. I don't know if I can get through this round of exams. Seeing that I spent the ENTIRE week on 1 subject, it helped me catch on areas that were vital for the paper. The rest of the papers, I have to say I struggled as well. I need to keep up the pace with others and not slack off. If the sms-es or e-mail says I need to go for them sup-papers, I know I have 1 last chance of putting a pass grade at least.
Those are the few worries that have been going on in my head for quite sometime. The last of all is, I just realized how much time I have lost of not spending time with my old mates. 3 cliques came together today to school, our alma-mater, to celebrate Teacher's Day. Mrs Calais, Mrs Chan, Mr Kwok and so many others. I missed the times we shared the laughter with these many teachers and the hard and good times we went through. Looking back at those times, I believed I enjoyed to the max. And the friends we made during the time and the close bonding we have made. James, Shaun, Nick, Ben and I. Damn we had a seriously fun time today. Not much of playing but back to where we loved doing together like playing pool and simply chilling out with one another and reminiscing the old times. As promised, we want to do this more often and we so want to.
With this phrase, I'll take my leave: Respect is not given by one's status, but by one's character..
Peace, Lets roll..
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