Hmmm

Hmm. I want to scream. I really have no clue. My heart pulsates whenever my eyes meet yours. I guess this is why every time I've said no. I want keep my distance before I fall too deep. I will start having second guesses. Being conscious about myself whenever I see you. It hasn't been a long time since we've known each other. My actions have caused misunderstandings already and I'm really afraid shit might happen again. Hmm. What a to-do. I haven't forgotten my committment to someone. Though it might seem impossible that it might even happen. Haiz. I guess life just gets even more complicating though everytime I say that life is actually that simple to live. Ahh fuck it. Love sucks. Though single life is rocking my socks away, I miss having someone being there for me when I'm really in need of help and support. A special companion. A treasured someone. Yes, indeed friends have been a real help to me for the past 2+ years but I still yearn for that feeling. What with poly being an integral part of me now, it is difficult to adapt to the need of better time management. I barely have time for many things nowadays. So.. fuck this shit.

·Peace™·
Ahh fuck it..