Flabberghasted..

since when the fuck did 2 motherfucking yellow flags not warrant a fucking DSQ??how insane!!whats the cause?lets see..
1. Quek Zhen Hao 3pts
2. Shane Ong 9pts
3. Zach Poon 13pts
4. Marcus Heng 13pts
if shane got the fucking DSQ..i would have been on 12pts and 3rd and i would fucking win a prize!_I_=.=""_I_ this is to sailing man..haiz..well it fucking hurts..DUH!adding to the list of the unfortunate events happening to me..i can star in a movie like A Series of Unfortunate Events : By Marcus Heng.ZZ!
Why does everything seem down to me?she seems to be avoiding me already..school life isn't so meaningful..sailing has been fun but during regattas, results are no where near good. friends and family are the only good things to me now..and thats a good thing.God is also a good thing to me.He is someone who can bring happiness once again into this happy-to-sad life. Can't something good just happen to me for once in 2weeks?thats all I'm asking..one motherfucking thing that is good to happen to me.
FUCK!im sounding super emo but well, how else can i go through this torrid time?it isn't easy for one who is attempting certain chances and gets fucked up to the core.

tomorrow is back to school and im not fucking done with my work.ARGH!haha..
Life goes on though it SUCKS!
I'm only asking for something good, whatever it is to happen.
And I'm wishing that she and I could at least remain friends.
Fuck sailing.

Peace™..
For I'm gon create havoc..