2008 this year is gonna be a special year.the initials 2 and 8 can be associated with me.the 8th month - August will be when my Os prelims will be..u add 2 & 8 and u get 10..that is the month my Os will be.2 & 8 is also the numbers for my birthday!!28thJan!!hmmm.how life can get this coincidental.maybe indeed this year will be really really special.u never know wad God has in store for me and all of us..
anyways life was slack today.woke up at 9 actually but dozed off till 11..haha.watched Pokemon Sr9 before going out to alter my school pants.gotta go back tomorrow to take back my pants.after that went home for lunch.mom cooked porridge since my dad mom and i were all sick!kaoz!!!!haha.went off for pool with Jason.LOL!won him 5-3.i won him 5 games in a row while he won me 3 games a row..really pissing off today as i cant make easy pots!grrr!!!after that went service with AFRED!only 2 of us since our group ppl rarely come on sats..but still saw xiuyin and other ppl from SHSS.today's preaching from PastorKong was really impactful and powerful to us all..hmmm.will have to ask Suting and brotherEdmund for help regarding whatever was shared.LOL!after service we supposed to meet Suting for dinner along with Jerb and Richard.in the end AFRED! and i went to bugis first since we decided on meeting later.walked around and saw really nice shirts.but now..NO MONEY!!hmm.sad la..now having imbal sales..seriously..this shop, Messy was having some 80% sale!!!saw junjie with his sis and mom at freshbox..really funny tho..haha!between alfred and i anyways..alfred bought a tie while im still fantasizing over those few shirts which i really like.finally took off to tampines since we walked finish..haha.we talked on the train as always..reached there and ate at where james ben me shaun and nick would always eat after school.richard practically finished up 4bowls of rice when he only had 1 bowl of tomyam soup as his main dish..KAOZ!call me a bottomless pit?i would really wonder what you would call him.LOL!wilson and gladwin joined us anyway..hmm.after that walked to jerb's house outside to take bus.Suting and alfred walked the same way while me richard and yaozong took 69 to interchange.hmm.met some of last year's 4a's peeps while on the way to MRT.filled day but didn really have that awakening feeling.still feeling very exhausted.maybe im just really missing that person i love.i really am.or maybe im still missing my dear ex.goodness.CANT THINK!!zz..so tired..wanna philosophize but lazy to..hahaha.tomorrow bah..will do 2!see!another initial of 2&8.haha :):):):):):):)
S pecify
M easurable
A ctions
R ealistic
T ime
E xpectations
R evelation
Loving God
Loving Her..
Peace :)
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Friday, January 4, 2008
Lose Yourself..
somehow thought of this song title by Eminem..probably my all time idol.listen to his emotional songs..speaks a lot to those lycrists.will go into detail later if i can..school was the usual anyway.BORING!but well.i somehow am getting the hang of physics finally..though i actually gave some random answers that were actually correct..im starting to grasp it i think..and hopefully MrsChan can see that im trying already!btw..its freaking friday!!tomorrow is sat!played basketball after school today.first game was a total mismatch la..jonathan gladwin AFRED! and another junyuan guy was in same team.my team made out of junjie me shaun and another junyuan guy.warm up round was quite equal but when the game started..we were somehow 7-2 down..quickly made it 9-7 but was kinda too late bah.dunno somehow i cant shoot properly and the rebounds are rarely won.weichin and i seriously make a good throw-miss-jumb-rebound team.he always gets to score because of my seriously lousy shooting.hmmm been long since i did any sports so yea.havent been seeing my dear for so long already!!!and she is sick somemore..most probably going night service with AFRED! tomorrow night.sunday morning will be a total mess up so i think i better reach it for the sat one.Life is getting into place already i guess..lessons are coming up and i have started to at least be attentive no matter how darn tired i am.still..im not used to the timings as yet as i have been spending a too good a life already since the hols.hmmm..
heard Eminem songs?if u have not..go listen to Mockingbird, When I'm Gone, Cleaning Out My Closet, We As Americans, Lose Yourself, The Way I Am and few others.anyway..heard this song Lose Yourself recently thanks to iTunes.im serious..go listen to them..in some way or another..it is very inspiring.this song for example..says that how this guy joined a rap competition but choked everytime he got scared..his life was a tainted one as his childhood was influenced by the dirty Blacks of Detroit.still..he always wanted to prove people wrong..he tried and tried and tried.he finally won and has proven that in life.he cannot stay in his mom's house forever if he is to make it big in life.
That man in that song is like one of us out there..trick out that situation and picture yourself in that different but sound-alike situation.you have always wanted to win sth..maybe not a competition but maybe trying to win a gift from ur parents or sth.but everytime that competition comes..u become scared and thus getting humiliated by the crowds and sometimes friends around you.thus ur parents or bosses beat u up by saying you can never make it big in life.they feel disgraced about you.they shun you to one side and pick new favourites that can satisfy their hunger for a successful child or employer.thus your life goes into an all-time low.you cant seem to pick yourself up.you start to lose yourself and turn to drugs smoking and doing bad things to the society like robbing ppl to killing ppl.vandalism to fighting.so my question is..are u gonn stay like this or try to get back on your feet and try for success again?i have many friend examples that have become like this.i admit myself that i have pictured myself in such situations.im a sailor and everytime a competition comes..i get all anxious and scared and thus..not knowing how to withstand that kinda pressure to continue doing well..parents have high hopes but get destroyed when i fail.they scold me and shun me.it is sad but what have i done?quit sailing and tried at another sport?or continued trying and trying?i continued trying despite not doing as well i would have expected.in school even..poor results are the failures one will have to come face to face.i have failed.but did i succumb to smoking?stealing?i have never once succumbed to smoking but stealing was a natural.i ask for forgiveness on that.but the main thing is..have you still the strength to stand back up on your feet and continue to persue that dream you have held for long?have u still the strength to prove ppl for once and for all with that almighty good OLevel aggregate score?or are u gonn succumb to pressure once more and fall back to your feet?i have said and felt the pressure-cooker life.it is just ur willpower and most importantly..ur asking of God's help to help you thru the crisis.ask Him to give u renewed courage to face failure and not succumb to success..but to always keep trying hard.
those peeps especially taking Os and Ns this year together with me[Os].if u somehow crossed this blog..try and keep trying.if u fall..get back to ur feet.
Life is tough but can be easy at times.
Go to God faithfully as He can help you.
Have no doubt in yourself but have only confidence.
Always get back to your feet when you have fallen as no one else but yourself can help yourself.
Peace out..
Chill guys..
And keep rolling..:):)::)):)
heard Eminem songs?if u have not..go listen to Mockingbird, When I'm Gone, Cleaning Out My Closet, We As Americans, Lose Yourself, The Way I Am and few others.anyway..heard this song Lose Yourself recently thanks to iTunes.im serious..go listen to them..in some way or another..it is very inspiring.this song for example..says that how this guy joined a rap competition but choked everytime he got scared..his life was a tainted one as his childhood was influenced by the dirty Blacks of Detroit.still..he always wanted to prove people wrong..he tried and tried and tried.he finally won and has proven that in life.he cannot stay in his mom's house forever if he is to make it big in life.
That man in that song is like one of us out there..trick out that situation and picture yourself in that different but sound-alike situation.you have always wanted to win sth..maybe not a competition but maybe trying to win a gift from ur parents or sth.but everytime that competition comes..u become scared and thus getting humiliated by the crowds and sometimes friends around you.thus ur parents or bosses beat u up by saying you can never make it big in life.they feel disgraced about you.they shun you to one side and pick new favourites that can satisfy their hunger for a successful child or employer.thus your life goes into an all-time low.you cant seem to pick yourself up.you start to lose yourself and turn to drugs smoking and doing bad things to the society like robbing ppl to killing ppl.vandalism to fighting.so my question is..are u gonn stay like this or try to get back on your feet and try for success again?i have many friend examples that have become like this.i admit myself that i have pictured myself in such situations.im a sailor and everytime a competition comes..i get all anxious and scared and thus..not knowing how to withstand that kinda pressure to continue doing well..parents have high hopes but get destroyed when i fail.they scold me and shun me.it is sad but what have i done?quit sailing and tried at another sport?or continued trying and trying?i continued trying despite not doing as well i would have expected.in school even..poor results are the failures one will have to come face to face.i have failed.but did i succumb to smoking?stealing?i have never once succumbed to smoking but stealing was a natural.i ask for forgiveness on that.but the main thing is..have you still the strength to stand back up on your feet and continue to persue that dream you have held for long?have u still the strength to prove ppl for once and for all with that almighty good OLevel aggregate score?or are u gonn succumb to pressure once more and fall back to your feet?i have said and felt the pressure-cooker life.it is just ur willpower and most importantly..ur asking of God's help to help you thru the crisis.ask Him to give u renewed courage to face failure and not succumb to success..but to always keep trying hard.
those peeps especially taking Os and Ns this year together with me[Os].if u somehow crossed this blog..try and keep trying.if u fall..get back to ur feet.
Life is tough but can be easy at times.
Go to God faithfully as He can help you.
Have no doubt in yourself but have only confidence.
Always get back to your feet when you have fallen as no one else but yourself can help yourself.
Peace out..
Chill guys..
And keep rolling..:):)::)):)
Thursday, January 3, 2008
All i need is a rhyme..
hmm.bored so decided to blog.LOL!went for tuition at 6 by aunt sam's car coz she driving filzah to parkway anyway.anyways..ms choo tuition started quite stupidly.she gave me binomial to do.OMMFG!!!dunno how to do!like seriously..binomial is the worst topic i can ever imagine.anyways..was doing until was asked to fill in a survey.ms choo's survey.was actually given by some girls from another class but ms choo asked me to write.KAOZ!wrote wrote wrote..hands became achey..so long no write long sentences lo!then ms choo told us about her teaching students as a challenge and a process.then she admitted she couldnt stand teaching stupid students..AND SHE SAID I WAS ACTUALLY ONE OF THEM!!!AHHHHHH!!!but then she finally said i was the few that could actually become so smart in the end..HAHA!hmm.told us bout her other experiences at the other 2 tuition centres.shall not elaborate but was still towards unruly students and stupid mommy boys' kids.then my question came out..' ms choo..ask u ah..do i have that smoker face?look?' her answer was obviously a ' yes ' . not only that..she added that i looked like a gangster because of my face!!!!!=.="""but anyways..have to accept how my face looks like..have been often accused for smoking..=.="then she asked me to answer her if i really do smoke or not.well i dun..I SERIOUSLY DON'T!!!SO PLS THOSE WHO THINK I SMOKE..I DON'T!!!!anyways..she said i look like a gangster..even the girl in class said i looked like gangster!!hmmm.well..fuck!appearances always make ppl go wrong..
this brings me to another topic..boring but well..educative.DON'T judge before knowing the person.this goes for guessing ppl's ages.it is mightily hazardous and scary.one fantastic example :- first time met clara for the team meeting on discussions for the camp.well..thought clara was one fine looking girl and was really wanting to find out her age.imbal pretty and funnily cute..so when meeting was done and alfred and i walked out first..i quickly asked alfred how old was clara.and alfred went to ask her..WTH!!but anyway..she answered by asking us to guess..so i guessed 18-19..her smile was so wide u could say she was the Joker's daughter.but well she said she was older than that.DANG!there goes another one..so guessed and guessed..no way she was older that 22..which was my sis age.but guess wad..she is 23!!!!!!!kaoz..how hazardous it is!!!imagine it was vice versa!!she would hate me forever!another example was during the camp..few ppl asked me how old was i.some even asked when i was going in army.!!!!!hmmm they were all shocked when they heard i was 16!!!
appearances are ever so deceitful..a thuggish looking guy may look like a bad person..but what if in actual fact he is actually a friendly and kind person??and also..vice versa?appearances are just what ppl want other ppl to see..if u do not know that person..dun ever judge before actually talking to him/her. like the saying goes - ' nvr judge a book cover to summarise the contents of a book ' . it means..really that tho a book cover looks like a really boring cover..u nvr know but find out the book actually hold so many wonderful stories..so people..DON'T EVER JUDGE ANYONE BY MEER APPEARANCES.IT IS HURTFUL AND DISRESPECTFUL!
Peace out people..Find the right rhythem and your life can flow easily like Music
this brings me to another topic..boring but well..educative.DON'T judge before knowing the person.this goes for guessing ppl's ages.it is mightily hazardous and scary.one fantastic example :- first time met clara for the team meeting on discussions for the camp.well..thought clara was one fine looking girl and was really wanting to find out her age.imbal pretty and funnily cute..so when meeting was done and alfred and i walked out first..i quickly asked alfred how old was clara.and alfred went to ask her..WTH!!but anyway..she answered by asking us to guess..so i guessed 18-19..her smile was so wide u could say she was the Joker's daughter.but well she said she was older than that.DANG!there goes another one..so guessed and guessed..no way she was older that 22..which was my sis age.but guess wad..she is 23!!!!!!!kaoz..how hazardous it is!!!imagine it was vice versa!!she would hate me forever!another example was during the camp..few ppl asked me how old was i.some even asked when i was going in army.!!!!!hmmm they were all shocked when they heard i was 16!!!
appearances are ever so deceitful..a thuggish looking guy may look like a bad person..but what if in actual fact he is actually a friendly and kind person??and also..vice versa?appearances are just what ppl want other ppl to see..if u do not know that person..dun ever judge before actually talking to him/her. like the saying goes - ' nvr judge a book cover to summarise the contents of a book ' . it means..really that tho a book cover looks like a really boring cover..u nvr know but find out the book actually hold so many wonderful stories..so people..DON'T EVER JUDGE ANYONE BY MEER APPEARANCES.IT IS HURTFUL AND DISRESPECTFUL!
Peace out people..Find the right rhythem and your life can flow easily like Music
Tiring..
how tiring can it get?waking up in the middle of the night hearing your sister dad and mom get ready to go airport while i was sleeping.freaking irritating..banging of doors and the frequent enterings of my room really pissed me off.woke up at 6 in the end.rained rained rained and my nose continued running running.hmmm im like super sick.anyways..school again.KAOZ!still not used to going to school again.walked past vicky yap again.think she said hi or sth but i was super blur in the morning.but well..dun really care.classroom discussiong were quite boring but was a laughter..this class is seriously very united.always towards a common cause - MrsCalais. hall period was all about the various CCA's in school.all were making us sleep except the band playing.not as good as the older batch but well..still nice to listen to.then came the death part - chinese classes. peeps in class that will really make studying worse.today was the insight of how the class will be in future.least still have weizhi yonlin junjie racheltan pamela around to learn from.physics was a bore but well..have to be attentive right now.
hmmm 5a..this class has been together since sec4.not a long time right?but many have been together since sec1.u can walk around this class and find out that ppl do actually know each other and also bother to say at least a simple ' hi ' to each other.this class has created a very close bond that was knit when Mdm Mufees was still around to drive us thru E.Math.not only that..the constant irritating of MrsCalais - form teacher this year..so its karma - has only put the class united.sounds a bad thing?it is but without this unity..this class would not have strived so hard to get into sec5a and score a good grade in Olevel E.Math. the class studied together..worked together.tho there are cliques in the class..we still mix around each other. like for example dinesh aravindh shaistah primal zul herman will be seen together. weizhi weichin me and sometime jonlee will be together. wesley izzat mark will be together. weishi claudia angeline and so on and so forth. cliques that were seen as the dividends of the class..but we are actually cliques that mix together and become a really big group.
though in school..we often taught to score good grades and make friends.thus causing a thought there are 2 groups - study friends and making friends friends'. thus creating individualism.as sailor and part of TeamSingapore, we are encouraged to mix around with our team members and members from other squads.work together and help each other improve each weaknesses and strengthen our strengths further.this applies to our studies in schools also.as a class..we must support each other and support will be given to you.however this only comes about when there is unity and togetherness and not selfishness and dividing swines who just wanna outperform each and every one of their friends.thus teamwork is important.it can cause major applications to one's confidence and thought of not giving up.life would be made easier.im sure u would have come across incidents in class where slower students ask teachers to slow down and then the faster students would tell the teacher to teach them later and finish the topic first?if u are one of this students who do not care about ur other friends who are weaker..y not take to step of helping ur friends by asking the teacher to let those students who understand faster teach those who are slower?that way the class can learn better and also show the unity in helping each other out.
i know i have been droning on and on and on about this bullshit.my bad..just always have the urge to talk about man's every day problems.ppl have confided in me their deepest worries about life.that is where i take my inspirations from.i try to help them by explaining the facts of the simple life which man have made it complicated in their own way.i myself have suffered such incidents.like wad Giba always say ' the clever man always learns from the stupid man's mistakes but the stupid man will never learn from the clever man as he cannot point out his mistakes '.so peeps who have come across here..read it and learn.be wise..be smart..be caring for ppl will show u the respect that u nvr would have imagined.
hmmm 5a..this class has been together since sec4.not a long time right?but many have been together since sec1.u can walk around this class and find out that ppl do actually know each other and also bother to say at least a simple ' hi ' to each other.this class has created a very close bond that was knit when Mdm Mufees was still around to drive us thru E.Math.not only that..the constant irritating of MrsCalais - form teacher this year..so its karma - has only put the class united.sounds a bad thing?it is but without this unity..this class would not have strived so hard to get into sec5a and score a good grade in Olevel E.Math. the class studied together..worked together.tho there are cliques in the class..we still mix around each other. like for example dinesh aravindh shaistah primal zul herman will be seen together. weizhi weichin me and sometime jonlee will be together. wesley izzat mark will be together. weishi claudia angeline and so on and so forth. cliques that were seen as the dividends of the class..but we are actually cliques that mix together and become a really big group.
though in school..we often taught to score good grades and make friends.thus causing a thought there are 2 groups - study friends and making friends friends'. thus creating individualism.as sailor and part of TeamSingapore, we are encouraged to mix around with our team members and members from other squads.work together and help each other improve each weaknesses and strengthen our strengths further.this applies to our studies in schools also.as a class..we must support each other and support will be given to you.however this only comes about when there is unity and togetherness and not selfishness and dividing swines who just wanna outperform each and every one of their friends.thus teamwork is important.it can cause major applications to one's confidence and thought of not giving up.life would be made easier.im sure u would have come across incidents in class where slower students ask teachers to slow down and then the faster students would tell the teacher to teach them later and finish the topic first?if u are one of this students who do not care about ur other friends who are weaker..y not take to step of helping ur friends by asking the teacher to let those students who understand faster teach those who are slower?that way the class can learn better and also show the unity in helping each other out.
i know i have been droning on and on and on about this bullshit.my bad..just always have the urge to talk about man's every day problems.ppl have confided in me their deepest worries about life.that is where i take my inspirations from.i try to help them by explaining the facts of the simple life which man have made it complicated in their own way.i myself have suffered such incidents.like wad Giba always say ' the clever man always learns from the stupid man's mistakes but the stupid man will never learn from the clever man as he cannot point out his mistakes '.so peeps who have come across here..read it and learn.be wise..be smart..be caring for ppl will show u the respect that u nvr would have imagined.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
First day of school is always the worst day..
back to school..FINALLY!but well.its always the worst day of all.4years back when i was sec2, hair got caught coz was too long.sec3 was caught again coz my hair was again too long and my nails were long.sec4 my hair was again caught as fringe was long.and this time, my hair was crazily short.NO fringe.NO tail. NO sideburns.!!!!!!!goodness.but guess wad?was still caught as there was colour still when u thot it was all cut off already..zz =.=!!.kaoz sia..in the end was told to spray it black by MrK.but seriously, i look very beng leh.especially with that stud.ahah. wore the cardiggan that i bough with L on NYE.really made me look like a gangster.SIANZ!well anyways..expected MrsCalais to be our form teacher..but kaoz..didn expect MrsLeong to become our AFT!!!really boring day.went tm with AFRED! after school to look at bags.went to Zinc™. saw some really nice bags but i still liked the one i always want.went to 77th Street to look at clothes.saw one nice shirt but the end sleeve was kinda gay?saw some studs at XCraft along the way and while we were going down..WE SAW GAEL!she was gonn watch IAmLegend with someone.haha.went down to B.U.M to change some shirts with AFRED!was helping him choose some shirts.dunno if he took them coz i left earlier..really tired and missing L along the way.fuck..2shirts i wanna buy.1 from Zara and 1 from TopMan.L would know which one from TopMan.hmmm.not really supposed to use the com but well..first day of school means no work..so just using..supposed to DotA with AFRED and hikaru but somehow they didn ask me..gonn sleep soon.super super super tired siaz.
Life is taking a change for us.Life is tough out in the real world.Life is really all about trying and working hard to achieve success.Life...
Life is taking a change for us.Life is tough out in the real world.Life is really all about trying and working hard to achieve success.Life...
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2007 to 2008 - HappyNewYear!!!
hmm.its 2008 already!sian-ded.Os coming.anyways..on the plus side..birthday coming!!haha.shares same initials as the year 2008. but lets take a walk down MY 2007 ;
- went into sec4d as the school's first thru train class.
- started tuition and made 4 very good frens : xiaoxuan,selena,cheryl and ms choo
- went thru first half of year as a total bad-ass bitch
- sailing took a dip and have so far not recovered.
- second half of the year came and studies became like shit
- started clubbing
- started harcore drinking but not all the time
- pool-ed at least twice every week
- dota-ed every day
- sailed less and less
- quarrelled with family
- life became a solidarity
- stepped up studying coz of Olevel math and english
- was afraid of being retained coz of seriously lousy grades
- heavy partying after the 2 Olevel papers.
- talked to AFRED! and was then invited to a church camp
- Dec3-5 was probably the most spiritual life i have come thru
- made very good friends like -hikaru peter ben hanyong darwin shaun jonchew ivan guojun jonathan[tingting!] jianguang suting belinda clara brotherEdmund deon yaozong joel meetingNicoleagain alicia jereen tingjia rayner xunyan jeffery gael annabel jerblinn sandy weiqiang wilson and like many many many more?
- went back to God and wanting to get saved
- went to church when i have always been so lazy to do so
- met L.
- dating L
- broke with other one coz of family
- becoming ever so sporty[hehe]
- called BestNewComer if there was such an award
- started a blog
- spent NewYear's eve and NewYear with L.
- Thanking God for AFRED to leading me back to church and you.
- getting ready for coming Os!
well there are actually much more but well..this are the many things that i have been doing and have done so.tomorrow going back to school while L is going back to work.fuck..we can barely meet each other la._I_ =.= _I_ . hmmm. if only i had actually been in express and graduate with L.but then again.if i was in express i would not have known L.
this year's 5a will make up of the same ppl minusing jiayang and aaron.but well..it will be fun coz there is weichin weizhi ben james nesh to be with.hmmm
anyone have any NewYear resolutions?u better have them.here is mine;
- becoming a changed person thru God's help and my friends and with L especially.
- spending a very very long time with L.
- get at least below 15pts for Os
- study seriously hard
- not getting distracted by fun and games
- loving family
- trying to make time for sunday services in the morning to help out cellgroup and also to go to God
- get PSPSlim [ LOL! ]
- get YouthWorld's qualification of sailing
- reach out for those who have never gone to God
- have my long hair back?NO!i wan topman shirt!73bucks!!!getting it soon i guess.its for CNY
- change my phone to nokia5610 [ LOL! ]
Play hard
Study hard
Never get distracted
It's now or never
Loving L always
Peace out peeps.
- went into sec4d as the school's first thru train class.
- started tuition and made 4 very good frens : xiaoxuan,selena,cheryl and ms choo
- went thru first half of year as a total bad-ass bitch
- sailing took a dip and have so far not recovered.
- second half of the year came and studies became like shit
- started clubbing
- started harcore drinking but not all the time
- pool-ed at least twice every week
- dota-ed every day
- sailed less and less
- quarrelled with family
- life became a solidarity
- stepped up studying coz of Olevel math and english
- was afraid of being retained coz of seriously lousy grades
- heavy partying after the 2 Olevel papers.
- talked to AFRED! and was then invited to a church camp
- Dec3-5 was probably the most spiritual life i have come thru
- made very good friends like -hikaru peter ben hanyong darwin shaun jonchew ivan guojun jonathan[tingting!] jianguang suting belinda clara brotherEdmund deon yaozong joel meetingNicoleagain alicia jereen tingjia rayner xunyan jeffery gael annabel jerblinn sandy weiqiang wilson and like many many many more?
- went back to God and wanting to get saved
- went to church when i have always been so lazy to do so
- met L.
- dating L
- broke with other one coz of family
- becoming ever so sporty[hehe]
- called BestNewComer if there was such an award
- started a blog
- spent NewYear's eve and NewYear with L.
- Thanking God for AFRED to leading me back to church and you.
- getting ready for coming Os!
well there are actually much more but well..this are the many things that i have been doing and have done so.tomorrow going back to school while L is going back to work.fuck..we can barely meet each other la._I_ =.= _I_ . hmmm. if only i had actually been in express and graduate with L.but then again.if i was in express i would not have known L.
this year's 5a will make up of the same ppl minusing jiayang and aaron.but well..it will be fun coz there is weichin weizhi ben james nesh to be with.hmmm
anyone have any NewYear resolutions?u better have them.here is mine;
- becoming a changed person thru God's help and my friends and with L especially.
- spending a very very long time with L.
- get at least below 15pts for Os
- study seriously hard
- not getting distracted by fun and games
- loving family
- trying to make time for sunday services in the morning to help out cellgroup and also to go to God
- get PSPSlim [ LOL! ]
- get YouthWorld's qualification of sailing
- reach out for those who have never gone to God
- have my long hair back?NO!i wan topman shirt!73bucks!!!getting it soon i guess.its for CNY
- change my phone to nokia5610 [ LOL! ]
Play hard
Study hard
Never get distracted
It's now or never
Loving L always
Peace out peeps.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Starting of another New Chapter...
went to work today.mschoo made me come 10am to work for her all the way to 2.made me lose time on my precious sleeping time.anyways..first time i had so much to do!learnt how to print receipts for customers paying fees then learning how to tell parents who were enquiring bout time slots of classes.after that came the tiring part - printing!so many functions to actually print out nicely.papers after papers were photocopied and then stapled.[ms choo has to seriously get a new stapler!] printed all my way thru for at least 45mins till a parent came in.a haughty looking parent.i politely asked if she needed help around.FUCK!I AM NEW AND HAVE NVR SEEN UR FACE BEFORE!OBVIOUSLY I ASKED!when i asked that..she gave me that ' i dun need ur help.cant u see im a frequenter here?! ' look. so i didn care and went back to packing books when she asked to pay fees for her children.gave her and overall amount and told me the sums were wrong..dead wrong.goodness..u didn specify wad kinda class u were paying for and u expect me to telepathise with your fucked up face?!went to ms choo for help..got her reciept and gave me a nasty look.._I_ =.="" _I_ !!.whatever man!after that came my usual slacking of 1 hour.FINALLY! went off at 2 to meet her..in what was a life-changing day!
met her at suntec..pouring after pouring..darn shoes were almost soaked anyway.met her outside mini-toons before making our way to CityHall MRT. somehow ran into claudia wesley and izzat. how unfortunate as since they have seen me going out with her..that will well be their new topic on me. we talked all way thru to the MRT station and talked talked talked.LOL!went about shopping.bout 2 jeans - 1 boot fit that needs altering while skinnies that needs me to lose some sheds at the legs.!!!!!!!kaoz..but well..hmmm..walked more before heading to PlazaSing and further on to Cathay. sadly Alvin and The ChipMunks were sold out and the other time slot was an unruly time for her..so went for I Am Legend instead.well..no seats so we took couple seats. well..the lifechanging event turned at that moment. started out ok with both us sitting close..before i actually made the first move!kaoz..first time but well..went smoothly afterwards..no doubt we didn waste time on where we wanted to go..just spend sometime alone for dinner/supper! went simpang there for prata..ordered so many dishes and as usual finished by me..well..we love each other..so no crime dudes..its not for u to judge wad i do..
Life Changing events - for the worse and the better.
Lets start with the worse..wad could be the worse situation that could turn a life around?isit stuff like studying so darn hard for PSLE Ns Os or As and not doing as good as u expected?so much so that u go into a state of depression and then maybe the road of suicide?or isit when u expected urself to get the probable promotion to a very high position in office but somehow lost it when someone with better experience and better qualifications beat u to that promotion?in general..doing ur best to do sth but still end up failing?
For the better - well..having someone enter ur life that has sparked ur life into life?doing well at major exams and getting a good job in the end?
This events are sometimes said that u have to strive no matter wad to achieve ur goals.some make it while some screw it. do u think u have actually really done ur best?i say..u have not..not unless u have gone to God..in him..everything is possible but comes with hardwork.in God, we can have the strength to carry on working harder.God made the first move to save mankind from all sins by sending his only son to Earth and die for us on the cross to cleanse all men's sins.so y cant we ask God for help guidance?isit that tough? think it thru before answering urself..
to that special someone..
loving u always..:):)
met her at suntec..pouring after pouring..darn shoes were almost soaked anyway.met her outside mini-toons before making our way to CityHall MRT. somehow ran into claudia wesley and izzat. how unfortunate as since they have seen me going out with her..that will well be their new topic on me. we talked all way thru to the MRT station and talked talked talked.LOL!went about shopping.bout 2 jeans - 1 boot fit that needs altering while skinnies that needs me to lose some sheds at the legs.!!!!!!!kaoz..but well..hmmm..walked more before heading to PlazaSing and further on to Cathay. sadly Alvin and The ChipMunks were sold out and the other time slot was an unruly time for her..so went for I Am Legend instead.well..no seats so we took couple seats. well..the lifechanging event turned at that moment. started out ok with both us sitting close..before i actually made the first move!kaoz..first time but well..went smoothly afterwards..no doubt we didn waste time on where we wanted to go..just spend sometime alone for dinner/supper! went simpang there for prata..ordered so many dishes and as usual finished by me..well..we love each other..so no crime dudes..its not for u to judge wad i do..
Life Changing events - for the worse and the better.
Lets start with the worse..wad could be the worse situation that could turn a life around?isit stuff like studying so darn hard for PSLE Ns Os or As and not doing as good as u expected?so much so that u go into a state of depression and then maybe the road of suicide?or isit when u expected urself to get the probable promotion to a very high position in office but somehow lost it when someone with better experience and better qualifications beat u to that promotion?in general..doing ur best to do sth but still end up failing?
For the better - well..having someone enter ur life that has sparked ur life into life?doing well at major exams and getting a good job in the end?
This events are sometimes said that u have to strive no matter wad to achieve ur goals.some make it while some screw it. do u think u have actually really done ur best?i say..u have not..not unless u have gone to God..in him..everything is possible but comes with hardwork.in God, we can have the strength to carry on working harder.God made the first move to save mankind from all sins by sending his only son to Earth and die for us on the cross to cleanse all men's sins.so y cant we ask God for help guidance?isit that tough? think it thru before answering urself..
to that special someone..
loving u always..:):)
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