IM DOING FACIAL NOW!!hahahahah.my face is in seriously tearing condition.had to do something so facial is the one that came to mind.hahahahha.damn dumb.anyway back to school.hahhaha.so fast tests are sprining up from everywhere.LOL
Man have masks.the one that they wear every day may not be the mask that they wear to other places.Some say man have 2 faces. the happy and angry one.Some say man has more than 2 faces.however they say these faces appear deep deep inside man.they are the lying, loving, scheming, struggling, many!i say man only has 1 mask.that is the mask they wear to face everyone everyday.it can be moulded.too many masking can cause severe self-consciousness, self-denial, confusion among themself.so i ask..Whats your first mask of the day?
A mask is the door to Man's softness and hardness.
1. Her touch touched me deep inside all of a sudden.
2. Her drifting into my mind has caused me sufferings yet happiness.
3. Her message was enough to make me smile from a boring day.
DAMN!?
Peace™...
Cos' my brain needs it..
Monday, March 17, 2008
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Are you ready to STEP UP!
aights..Briana Evigan is HOTHTOHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT!haha.the way she danced..the way she looked.DAMN!chiong-ed down with jon to lido to queue up while the rest were taking their time.jon me jehian damian wilbur shane lionel and max went to watch.should have been more but well.IT WAS FUN!hahahah.really funny.from looking to chicks to entertaining a crazy guy on the train.thanks to wilbur.
hahahaha.anyways..at the bus-stop at eunos.i stood at exactly the same spot when she and i first took train and bus together from town.then on the bus155, i sat at exactly the same spot where she and i would go home together to my house.2 different spots. 2 different girls.how great can that be to change my complexion on the fun-filled day to a emo walk home.tomorrow is the first day of school.AHHHH!!!!
Congrats Junhao for going to YouthWorlds.
BUY ME THE GERMAN JERSEY!hahah.
See you Scott next year where it will just be you and me.
49er?
Peace™..
Cos i need it to forget the both of them..
hahahaha.anyways..at the bus-stop at eunos.i stood at exactly the same spot when she and i first took train and bus together from town.then on the bus155, i sat at exactly the same spot where she and i would go home together to my house.2 different spots. 2 different girls.how great can that be to change my complexion on the fun-filled day to a emo walk home.tomorrow is the first day of school.AHHHH!!!!
Congrats Junhao for going to YouthWorlds.
BUY ME THE GERMAN JERSEY!hahah.
See you Scott next year where it will just be you and me.
49er?
Peace™..
Cos i need it to forget the both of them..
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
HOTCUTEHOTCUTE!
ok...I'M GOING CRAZY OVER CAMILLA BELLE!hahah ok shits..SHUT UP MARCUS!watch 10,000B.C. amazing show which stars a good looking steven straits and a hot+cute camilla belle.haha.retarded huh?after movie wilbur and i were talking to damien bout how of a pussy he was to a girl.let me ask you:what would you do when a girl u have a liking for have an eye connection with you?would you..quickly turn away and worse of all look down on the ground. or just take a chance to greet her silently through ' saying ' hi?LOL!
today sailing was again..subdued so we were not amused by the putting up of AP flag.haiz..justin played my PSP till it was out of batt..sherms one as well.in betweens were Cat. 1 warnings. worse part was when they asked the 420s Hobies Lasers and Bytes to stand-by to launch.LOL.we made a mad rush out to rig but guess what?it rained!AGAIN!hahaha.so we just rushed back to shelter and back to cards.hahahaha.bridge-ed like crazy for the past 2 days.joanne's iTouch just making me so freaking jealous!!!but i have my PSP and i'm thankful for that!hahaha.stupid sailing has taken up 2 days of my hols.AHHH!yet no sailing done.NICE!aights..back to 'emo-ing'.haha..few songs that just make me think of her..2 of them la.=.=""
·Peace™·
Cos i freaking need to watch D-GRAYMAN!
today sailing was again..subdued so we were not amused by the putting up of AP flag.haiz..justin played my PSP till it was out of batt..sherms one as well.in betweens were Cat. 1 warnings. worse part was when they asked the 420s Hobies Lasers and Bytes to stand-by to launch.LOL.we made a mad rush out to rig but guess what?it rained!AGAIN!hahaha.so we just rushed back to shelter and back to cards.hahahaha.bridge-ed like crazy for the past 2 days.joanne's iTouch just making me so freaking jealous!!!but i have my PSP and i'm thankful for that!hahaha.stupid sailing has taken up 2 days of my hols.AHHH!yet no sailing done.NICE!aights..back to 'emo-ing'.haha..few songs that just make me think of her..2 of them la.=.=""
·Peace™·
Cos i freaking need to watch D-GRAYMAN!
Saturday, March 8, 2008
TIRED!!!
7-8th...
NIGHT CYCLING!haha.before that was dumb parents-teachers-meeting.night cycling was..fun?but duh..freaking tiring!my team was Jean rachel don aaron james ben alfred and me.haha not that bad already since we were the only team to have girls in the team and finished 3rd.see..cycled from bedok reservouir to bedok town park to kembangan to siglap connector to east coast park to changi village.DANG!lucky was not intense cycling if not i would be left with just skin and bones.saw her along the way and she asked me a question.. ' marcus you know what is this ''sweeties'' thing? ' LOL ROFLMAO!!but yea..i don't even know what in the world is that!!cycled and cycled and onto changi road.sickest longest and shittest stretch of roads.was a never ending ride..so long that james ben and i kept singing no matter how bad we sounded.found out rachel was the granddaughter of one of the old lady that stays in the same lane as me and that she knows and has seen me before.=.=".we finally ended at 5.48am.the exact time when i saw my phone.chiong-ed to the nasi lemak stall for FOOD!!!haha.lay around trying to get some sleep but ben just kept harassing me with my phone.photos and after that home!haha finally..took bus with james aaron and don.dropped off at james's busstop and i cabbed home.SLEPT ALL THE WAY to 12.45pm.KAOZ!and i had to go sailing.zz..dinner at cafe iguana with sis and mom then after that home!though man utd lost..ITS OK!THE CHAMPS LEAGUE WILL BE OURS!
this thing..a phenomena..keeps cropping up my head.let me ask you a simple question: Do you like if you find out your 'friend' only speaks to you when they are in need of help or in need of company cos he/she is lonely?think about it..even if you have never felt it, maybe in some ways done the same to others?i know i have but i always try to make amends.and i am feeling that someone is doing that to me right now.aights..so what if we have only known each other for barely 3months?so what if i expressed my likings for you by sending you flowers and asking you out on Valentine's day?can't we just be friends that speak to each other normally and not avoid each other with weird glances?when i was cycling on the long stretch of changi road..i looked back at the times you actually talked to me or communicated through other kinds of communication.first one was facebook.you asked if i knew anybody who could do up your room.then you asked if you could join our group when we had steamboat cos you didn't really like it there.then during the race, you asked if i knew what was that word mean or where you could find it.i said i didn't know and scoffed off.then normally you had no one to go back with and you always asked if we could go back together..but no..you had company then and didn't even ask me at all.WOW!once again i'm not being sensitive but it is seriously fucked up if you do that to someone.FUCKED UP is the phrase to describe it.Eminem once said ; If you've got nothing nice to say then fucking don't say anything.I say ; Was i just someone you thought could use for help and company when you were in need of help and company?if i was..then i'm a fucker for liking you.then i'm a fucker and a sucker for you.i blame myself cos it was a fucking wishful thinking on my part.if you ever read through this..take some time to reflect..
·Peace™·
Cos them motherfuckers need it.
NIGHT CYCLING!haha.before that was dumb parents-teachers-meeting.night cycling was..fun?but duh..freaking tiring!my team was Jean rachel don aaron james ben alfred and me.haha not that bad already since we were the only team to have girls in the team and finished 3rd.see..cycled from bedok reservouir to bedok town park to kembangan to siglap connector to east coast park to changi village.DANG!lucky was not intense cycling if not i would be left with just skin and bones.saw her along the way and she asked me a question.. ' marcus you know what is this ''sweeties'' thing? ' LOL ROFLMAO!!but yea..i don't even know what in the world is that!!cycled and cycled and onto changi road.sickest longest and shittest stretch of roads.was a never ending ride..so long that james ben and i kept singing no matter how bad we sounded.found out rachel was the granddaughter of one of the old lady that stays in the same lane as me and that she knows and has seen me before.=.=".we finally ended at 5.48am.the exact time when i saw my phone.chiong-ed to the nasi lemak stall for FOOD!!!haha.lay around trying to get some sleep but ben just kept harassing me with my phone.photos and after that home!haha finally..took bus with james aaron and don.dropped off at james's busstop and i cabbed home.SLEPT ALL THE WAY to 12.45pm.KAOZ!and i had to go sailing.zz..dinner at cafe iguana with sis and mom then after that home!though man utd lost..ITS OK!THE CHAMPS LEAGUE WILL BE OURS!
this thing..a phenomena..keeps cropping up my head.let me ask you a simple question: Do you like if you find out your 'friend' only speaks to you when they are in need of help or in need of company cos he/she is lonely?think about it..even if you have never felt it, maybe in some ways done the same to others?i know i have but i always try to make amends.and i am feeling that someone is doing that to me right now.aights..so what if we have only known each other for barely 3months?so what if i expressed my likings for you by sending you flowers and asking you out on Valentine's day?can't we just be friends that speak to each other normally and not avoid each other with weird glances?when i was cycling on the long stretch of changi road..i looked back at the times you actually talked to me or communicated through other kinds of communication.first one was facebook.you asked if i knew anybody who could do up your room.then you asked if you could join our group when we had steamboat cos you didn't really like it there.then during the race, you asked if i knew what was that word mean or where you could find it.i said i didn't know and scoffed off.then normally you had no one to go back with and you always asked if we could go back together..but no..you had company then and didn't even ask me at all.WOW!once again i'm not being sensitive but it is seriously fucked up if you do that to someone.FUCKED UP is the phrase to describe it.Eminem once said ; If you've got nothing nice to say then fucking don't say anything.I say ; Was i just someone you thought could use for help and company when you were in need of help and company?if i was..then i'm a fucker for liking you.then i'm a fucker and a sucker for you.i blame myself cos it was a fucking wishful thinking on my part.if you ever read through this..take some time to reflect..
·Peace™·
Cos them motherfuckers need it.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
LOL!!
aights just finished DotA-ing with wilson louis and few others.been bout 2 months since i touched DotA.haha Luna 12-1 was gay again.though bit of configuration to it made it difficult to kill..but well its Luna!haha. Life seems really really bored.Maybe cos im missing her?or is it the undercurrent stress of Os and the coming Singapore Youth?you never know.but one 1 thing i know is that i miss her.who ever is reading this..i need help on this but i don't know even what kinda help i need. I wish someone could just fucking make me wake up from this ' Fantasy ' which Dinesh calls it, or is it the reality im really not wanting to face?hmmm..give me a sign.
·Peace™·
Cos' the harsh reality is catching up...
·Peace™·
Cos' the harsh reality is catching up...
Monday, March 3, 2008
There is soo many things...
·**Sometimes I wish I could save you And there’s so many things that I want you to know I won’t give up til it’s over If it takes you forever I want you to know.
·**If you fall, stumble down I’ll pick you up off the ground If you lose faith in you I’ll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won’t give up Cause I’ll be waiting if you fall you know I’ll be there for you.
I feel really really sick of myself?we havent communicated for more than a week.I'm tearing up myself inside.No one to confide in.Tearing up heart to feel you.I'm not being desparate, neither am I being pathetic, why can't you just be somewhere else in my head?
·Peace™·
Cos' I fucking need it.
·**If you fall, stumble down I’ll pick you up off the ground If you lose faith in you I’ll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won’t give up Cause I’ll be waiting if you fall you know I’ll be there for you.
I feel really really sick of myself?we havent communicated for more than a week.I'm tearing up myself inside.No one to confide in.Tearing up heart to feel you.I'm not being desparate, neither am I being pathetic, why can't you just be somewhere else in my head?
·Peace™·
Cos' I fucking need it.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Of the chains..
1st March 2008;
supposed to sail but in the end..uncle edwin helped me to touch up my boat.Yongqiang made the squad play soccer with Nick's squad.funny affair.scored lots of goals..colin and i just make a good team i guess.haha!after that did bit of gym then pingpong.haha.went town with jon.bought a pair of slippers at Heeren at Four Skins then visiting Sandy at Ed-Hardy.[things there are KAOZ! expensive!]haha.walked walked walked till we got to Wisma. jon and i bought the same shirt from Flesh Imp.SALE!2FOR$35!haha..quite nice bah..then finally met up with Damian Wilbur Shen and watched Charlie Wilson's War.nice show!!haha.after show we walked around till we got from Cine to taka..thought can see her there but most probably she's off already, so well..yup.jon left early and 4 of us sat and walked around till we finally decided to go home..really glad there was an outing cos if there wasn't..would not have known what to do at home since crunchyroll.com has yet to release Episode73 of D-Grayman.LOL.that was all..
2nd March 2008;
Lucky i decided against sailing today and went to work.LOL!IT RAINED!JUST AS I EXPECTED!haha.service was quite nice today..newly at Hall 1, F.I.R was there to perform and pardon me for my suagu-ness..i thought they were a girl band!LOL!haha..tuition after that and the girl in front of which i might be interested in..DANG!hot hot hothot!!!worked till 3.30pm then off to HideOut Cafe to meet up with cell peeps!!!haha.4 cells were there and was really fun!!some fellowship..celebrated wendy's birthday and made wilson dance with her.hahaLOL!!bus-sed home after that and ate crabs with family at geylang there.SHIOK!now watching riddick.ADIOS!!
Mas Selamat!PLEASE SURRENDER YOURSELF!DON'T MAKE US WORRY ANYMORE!
If you were willing to give me chance,though you didn't,
I'm sure we would have had the times of our lives.
Everyone has a choice: I chose to like you.You chose to reject me.
Life is nothing even without talking to you.
·Peace™·
supposed to sail but in the end..uncle edwin helped me to touch up my boat.Yongqiang made the squad play soccer with Nick's squad.funny affair.scored lots of goals..colin and i just make a good team i guess.haha!after that did bit of gym then pingpong.haha.went town with jon.bought a pair of slippers at Heeren at Four Skins then visiting Sandy at Ed-Hardy.[things there are KAOZ! expensive!]haha.walked walked walked till we got to Wisma. jon and i bought the same shirt from Flesh Imp.SALE!2FOR$35!haha..quite nice bah..then finally met up with Damian Wilbur Shen and watched Charlie Wilson's War.nice show!!haha.after show we walked around till we got from Cine to taka..thought can see her there but most probably she's off already, so well..yup.jon left early and 4 of us sat and walked around till we finally decided to go home..really glad there was an outing cos if there wasn't..would not have known what to do at home since crunchyroll.com has yet to release Episode73 of D-Grayman.LOL.that was all..
2nd March 2008;
Lucky i decided against sailing today and went to work.LOL!IT RAINED!JUST AS I EXPECTED!haha.service was quite nice today..newly at Hall 1, F.I.R was there to perform and pardon me for my suagu-ness..i thought they were a girl band!LOL!haha..tuition after that and the girl in front of which i might be interested in..DANG!hot hot hothot!!!worked till 3.30pm then off to HideOut Cafe to meet up with cell peeps!!!haha.4 cells were there and was really fun!!some fellowship..celebrated wendy's birthday and made wilson dance with her.hahaLOL!!bus-sed home after that and ate crabs with family at geylang there.SHIOK!now watching riddick.ADIOS!!
Mas Selamat!PLEASE SURRENDER YOURSELF!DON'T MAKE US WORRY ANYMORE!
If you were willing to give me chance,though you didn't,
I'm sure we would have had the times of our lives.
Everyone has a choice: I chose to like you.You chose to reject me.
Life is nothing even without talking to you.
·Peace™·
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