Reminiscient..

Relieving the past and still feel bothered by it shows that one hasn't actually moved on. I haven't actually moved on. It has been so long yet when I was there at the place where many things took place, it felt like it was just yesterday. I tried not to think about it but the more I continued to look around, the more I remembered.

Damn I know I have to stop all this going on in my effing head. An incident occurred to me today. A reminder as to a change in life where we all must take. Switching from secondary to poly means a switch of mindset; from the ultimate childish thinking to thinking wisely and not make rash decisions. Turning 17 and 18, it is time we think about the future. Especially relationships. We cannot go back to secondary school style where it is the " I-like-you-you-like-me-so-lets-get-together". This moments are just to feel good for the moment. Is there true love and at the end of the argument, commitment and trust even, in the relationship? 1 has to learn and think of the future. Now, being in a relationship is easy to say. But living in a Singaporean way-of-life society, questions will raise. For guys, army will be the pivotal part, furthering of studies and pursuing of a career. Girls are just short of army. There are many things to consider. Imagine a guy still furthering his studies while his girlfriend has already started earning her keep. Complications will add up and then..a breakup. In this high standard society and especially Singapore, a relationship is sometimes dependent on the paycheck and the type of work. Parents will then come into the way.

Yes I might agree with a few that what I'm blabbering about is way too long-term. However take a step back and see the big picture. You will, in 1 effing fine day, will go through this. Poly is where maturity has to take place and be instilled in us.

For single guys, take a chill pill and just enjoy life. Meet more new people each day. Satisfy yourself to just looking and nothing more. The right one will eventually appear, so be patient.


·Peace™·
Cos' I'm feeling good..finally.