Bon Voyage!!!!!!!

Hmm..guess what? I HAVE NEW SOCCER BOOTS!heh Nike Mercurial Red. shiok la. anyways been hanging out alot with James this past few days.Last friday played lan, Monday Chinese Os then soccer THEN pool, Tuesday went Marina Square with James and Shaun and today..Thursday went home together, him after gym me after soccer THEN pool again.dang.close buds eh?haha



What I just realised was that everything was gone and might never ever come back..



Slow songs are making me REALLY emo nowadays. not much of an effect on me though but whoa..it somehow opened up my eyes. 1 eye told me that the world is still a long way to go for me and that girls will be aplenty, telling me to take my time and set my priorities right. Other eye told me that without either of them, my life would somehow still be incomplete and life would be meaningless. how contrasting this 2 eyes have allowed me to see eh?unbelievable..



A girl like you is impossible to find..impossible to find..



haizz..how i wish i was just a dick that no girl would fancy and thus me not fancying any girl..a guy's ultimate question would be : Is a girl REALLY that IMPORTANT in a guy's life that has barely started 16 to 18 years ago?Some would say time is nothing..i would say..I don't give a fuck.Sometimes it really breaks one's heart..sometimes its really soothing to one's heart..mine is definitely hurting and breaking, however silently and sweetly and demonicly, stifling out one's pain seems easy on the front, but deep down inside..IT STILL FUCKING HURTS!





One day we seemed like strangers, the next we were lovers, the next..it is undeniable yet manipulating..



·Peace™·

Cos' i'm feeling it..

Interesting..

It has been a torrid few weeks yet it has also been a good week.been talking to her recently..but yea catching up on lost time seems to be really great.to me..its better than nothing.15months passed quickly but we somehow didn't seem to be apart.not only has this happened..made at least a new soccer group in qizhi xinggui alfred gladwin and co. .apart from izzat shaun james wes and mark the others..new group i can play soccer with.why it has been a torrid week?heh got sick..stomach flu then bad results.getting zero for SS is no fun..failing Amath is crap and science..OMG just failed!!hah but yea passed 3 failed 3.parents are asked to see teachers on last day..dang.
Life has been a bit of a bore..what with no PSP and less outings cos chinese Os are near it has been terrible.going back to DotA is now back but shits..com is running out of life!!haha.whenever wc3 is on com loses more power..haiz.lucky upon knowing this girl called wanling and the continuance hanging out with james ben shaun and nick still does a great deal of fun.
Perhaps he is right..that james.why not try again for her at the end of this year?one thing he is definitely right though and that is to wait and not rush into things..2 girls 2 minds.1 seems to be waiting for me to admit my likings for her while another seems to be hoping i prove the world wrong by doing miracles at Os..im really vexxed and perplexed about the things im in..
All i can say for now is to wait and study the FUCK outta my brains.only a few more months separate us and freedom.when i lost my psp..i thought of it as a positive..remember what jerb said?think the negatives into positives.think of alternatives..isn't it the catchy phrase of 'Look on the brightside' ?hopefully i can turn the negatives into positives..
i really hope so..

Things to look forward for :-
1. Chinese Os
2. HongKong Trip
3. Movie Marathon
4. Laser Regatta
5. Help out at NSC from 11th-15th june.
6. Remedials( HAH! )
7. 'O' Levels!

Epitaph..

ahh well.there goes my psp.FUCK!haiz..no mood to blog.wtf..

ily

·Peace™·
Cos' im missing my PSP

Life as we know it..

HAH! who said it was a Barcelona-Liverpool final?turns out my words were true : ManUtd v Chelsea on the 21st May.BRILLIANT!

anyways life has been a bore.
what with exams and all..
the place i study at now reminds me of the times..
but the place where i take a bus home reminds me of another thing..
what is going on with me?!
I'm supposed to think of exams..
but somehow those just appeared..
absurd?nah..pure coincidence?nah..
This is Blasphemy of one's mind..

I miss that lost one..
I love that elusive one..

·Peace™·
Cos' its not easy stress..

Sensations!

Barcelona vs Manchester Utd
Liverpool vs Chelsea

Ready football fans?the games of the season are upon us..WOOTS!

Been long since i have come back here.
Been long as well since you were last mentioned.
Been long since i last thought about you.
Hmmm..
Fuck it..

·Peace™·
Cos' i'm loving the piano again..

What a joke!

school was utterly boring i guess.PE was the fun part..PLAYED DODGEBALL!haha.long time since played that game..so yea.dodged like what seemed to be a million balls..LOL!the day passed rather boringly..as today had napfa..shaun me james ben jerrold and nick sat at a table and played TRUTH!started out when i randomly spinned that H2O bottle.HAH!though the bottle pointed mostly to jerrold and james more than often..the juicier answers were actually from just ME!wtf right?all those retarded questions asked.URGH!then came napfa..chiong-ed stations like mad!haha.here are my retard results.
Chin-Ups : 2 [just passed]
Sit-ups : 50 [A]
Shuttle Run : 9.85sec [A]
Sit-and-Reach : 43 [B]
SBJ : FAILED!
with that..i fail everything.FUCK!but actually..its ok i guess.happy with the rest already..good enough for even a silver.aye.who cares?only the army does..napfa was ending..tried to get some sec2 girl's number but well.FAILED!haha. good try i guess.haha.soccer after that..was bit frustrated..but well..everyone has their days..

Talking and getting asked about you made me feel..
numb.
I don't know but somehow memories of us just came flooding back.
Irresistable?Self-denial?
I don't know.
Fuck.

·Peace™·
Cos' my head is bursting..

Praise the Lord for what happened today..

aights today started out really retarded.woke at 8.30am and reache SAFchangi at 9.45am.waste of time initially..imagine yourself waking up that early in thr morning and find yourself out at sea just drifting around lazily to wait for the wind to come..ARGH!wtf right?yesterday was already that dumb and i came in 10th.today was no better.wtf can't they just raise the APflag?haiz.one retarded thing led to another retarded thing..the officials started another race..condemned myself to 22nd.WTF!!hahha.top 6 takes the prize and i thought if the wind continues like this..i was goner..what really happened next was really thanks to the Lord God up there..AMEN!the wind came plus a FUCKING good start meant that i felt my authority stamped on the course..though i lost a bit of nerve at the end of the race..i finished 5th..far better than my other 2 though i could have done better.last race was really..just out of the blue.2nd all the way behind junhao and didn't lose any nerve..so yea..came back sweating over whether i would get a prize cos' lionel has 16pts and i knew there were 3 others; uncle bortsnar quek and junhao in front of me already.in the i finished 6th and I GOT A PRIZE AFTER SOO LONG!shane finished 7th on 18pts..so this was how the top7 stood;

1. Lo Jun Hao 6pts
2. Vladimir Bortsnar 8pts.
3. Quek Zhen Hao 10pts
4. Lionel Yeo 16pts
5. Stanley Chan 17pts
6. Marcus Heng 17pts :):):):)

really wanna thank God for just giving me confidence.AMEN!
School tomorrow.ARGH!

·Peace™·
Cos' the drought has FINALLY ended..