Starting of another New Chapter...

went to work today.mschoo made me come 10am to work for her all the way to 2.made me lose time on my precious sleeping time.anyways..first time i had so much to do!learnt how to print receipts for customers paying fees then learning how to tell parents who were enquiring bout time slots of classes.after that came the tiring part - printing!so many functions to actually print out nicely.papers after papers were photocopied and then stapled.[ms choo has to seriously get a new stapler!] printed all my way thru for at least 45mins till a parent came in.a haughty looking parent.i politely asked if she needed help around.FUCK!I AM NEW AND HAVE NVR SEEN UR FACE BEFORE!OBVIOUSLY I ASKED!when i asked that..she gave me that ' i dun need ur help.cant u see im a frequenter here?! ' look. so i didn care and went back to packing books when she asked to pay fees for her children.gave her and overall amount and told me the sums were wrong..dead wrong.goodness..u didn specify wad kinda class u were paying for and u expect me to telepathise with your fucked up face?!went to ms choo for help..got her reciept and gave me a nasty look.._I_ =.="" _I_ !!.whatever man!after that came my usual slacking of 1 hour.FINALLY! went off at 2 to meet her..in what was a life-changing day!
met her at suntec..pouring after pouring..darn shoes were almost soaked anyway.met her outside mini-toons before making our way to CityHall MRT. somehow ran into claudia wesley and izzat. how unfortunate as since they have seen me going out with her..that will well be their new topic on me. we talked all way thru to the MRT station and talked talked talked.LOL!went about shopping.bout 2 jeans - 1 boot fit that needs altering while skinnies that needs me to lose some sheds at the legs.!!!!!!!kaoz..but well..hmmm..walked more before heading to PlazaSing and further on to Cathay. sadly Alvin and The ChipMunks were sold out and the other time slot was an unruly time for her..so went for I Am Legend instead.well..no seats so we took couple seats. well..the lifechanging event turned at that moment. started out ok with both us sitting close..before i actually made the first move!kaoz..first time but well..went smoothly afterwards..no doubt we didn waste time on where we wanted to go..just spend sometime alone for dinner/supper! went simpang there for prata..ordered so many dishes and as usual finished by me..well..we love each other..so no crime dudes..its not for u to judge wad i do..

Life Changing events - for the worse and the better.
Lets start with the worse..wad could be the worse situation that could turn a life around?isit stuff like studying so darn hard for PSLE Ns Os or As and not doing as good as u expected?so much so that u go into a state of depression and then maybe the road of suicide?or isit when u expected urself to get the probable promotion to a very high position in office but somehow lost it when someone with better experience and better qualifications beat u to that promotion?in general..doing ur best to do sth but still end up failing?
For the better - well..having someone enter ur life that has sparked ur life into life?doing well at major exams and getting a good job in the end?
This events are sometimes said that u have to strive no matter wad to achieve ur goals.some make it while some screw it. do u think u have actually really done ur best?i say..u have not..not unless u have gone to God..in him..everything is possible but comes with hardwork.in God, we can have the strength to carry on working harder.God made the first move to save mankind from all sins by sending his only son to Earth and die for us on the cross to cleanse all men's sins.so y cant we ask God for help guidance?isit that tough? think it thru before answering urself..

to that special someone..
loving u always..:):)

Another Day of total fun and laughter...

hmmm.HOW TO START!well. went out with old byties today. joanne shen jonchew yihong nick valchia katja wilbur marctay and me hanged out. more peeps were supposed to come but anyways.had fun anyway!burgerking-ed before heading to luckyplaza to play pool.[marcushengwasgoodtoday] watched Alvin and The Chipmunks again.fun to watch nice to laugh.y not another time?after show was just walking around in a really big group still despite wilbur and yihong having to go early. went in taka to decide what to eat. first went DingTaiFung.Jon complained it was too ex as portion was small and we ended up in Fish & Co. . i didn eat anyway.took marc and joanne's mussels instead as they didn know how to eat it. Belinda called me and said she was reaching Orchard MRT soon!!goodness..how time flew..quickly ran to the station and met her at the platform.WHEW!talked talked talked till we reached Dhouby Ghout and took the train to ClarkeQuay. how nice to talk to a senior, both in CellGroup and as a much senior student. met hanyong while on the way to zone's meeting place.stayed with him awhile before making our way to the meeting place.was really really nice.especially when it came to the part where Cell leaders where asked to talk bout their respective cells. so touched when Suting talked bout me.haha.not much but SO SWEET OF HER!after prayer-ship was fellowship.funny how ppl came up to me to ask for my number and wanted to take photos with me.hmmm??!?!?!haha. ppl like rayner xunyan team esther gals like alicia tingjia jereen also requested taking photos with me then with alfred together with them. took with e462 ppl also.sadly jon jeffery and i think one or two did not have parts in the photos.but well..e462 still took photos.

well well..time really flies and outing with Lin is approaching!!!!WOOTS!haha. and also school is gonn reopen.NO HOMEWORK DONE YET AND MS CHOO IS SCOLDING ME FOR NOT DOING IT!so what does school reopening means?NO MORE COMPUTER!NO MORE DOTA!NO MORE OUTINGS!NO MORE ENJOYING!
Live will be very different next year i presume.wanting to do well in Os and wanting to go to a good school - jc/poly means lots of studying next year.YOU CAN DO IT MARCUS!

wanna thank AFRED! and Suting.
AFRED - thanks for bringing me back to God.nvr a devoted christian but always attending Chapel period in school was already called good enuff to me. but during this hols we managed to communicate and your invitation to the ET Breakaway Camp have really made me realise that God is asking me to go back to him. Your consistent persuasions to go for meetings with your cell group members and also to go service has really made me changed for the better. it was also thru u that i have made many new and wonderful friends along the way..like for example Hikaru[HongXiang] Peter Shaun the 2 Jons JianGuang Clara Ben Darwin Tianyi Ivan Richard Joel GuoJun HanYong. this are just part of the many ppl i have met along my journey back to knowing God. and also thanks to AFRED!
Suting - and OF COURSE!who else but our cell leader. you have shown me so much welcome-ness as being a new cell member.you described me as joy to be with and also bringing joy and laughter to the cell group.touching yet embarrassing for me as nobody have described my personality towards ppl openly to others.and even today..when talking bout the cell group at the ThanksGiving Party, i was mentioned!haha.you have shown care towards me and always looked forwards to chats with you!and also!thanks for your chio shirt for christmas!lets hope next year - 2008, will be another year where we can work together to grow our cell group even bigger and also to knit close unity within ourselves.


Loves to all whom have helped me gel into the community with ease and LOVING God Always!

A Twist in a Twist...

called AFRED this afternoon upon hearing from Suting that he had food poisoning.sadded.poor him.hope he recovers soon and can come tomorrow!went tuition.was supposed to be at 12.30pm.set alarm to go off at 11.30am but somehow became 11.30pm!OMMFG!called MsChoo for the time again in the end and went back to sleep.Amath at tuition does not seem so welcoming as much as earlier this year.all the fun and laughter is now made by just..me?LOL!anyways..Dinner at some Jap restaurant at UE Square Centre.never been there anyway.and darn.PSP cant be found at Funan.ZZ!sianz!been wanting to get for a long time anyways.hmmm.home already played dota..as usual.

didnt do much today.rest from the social world today.tomorrow going out tho.Old Byties according to jon.then ET zone[ithink] meeting at river walk there for ThanksGiving Party.trying not to spend a lot of money anyways.coz im saving for sat!LOL!

a topic came to my mind today. ' Love yourself for who you are and not try to be like someone u admire ' . indeed everyone is different.there are jealous ppl everywhere in the world and in ourselves.so dun kid urself if u say u are never a jealous type.ppl need to LOVE themselves before LOVING someone else. i admit myself that i had once never LOVED myself fully.was always complaining that why do other ppl have better things than i have.was jealous at really handsome guys going out with super hot girls.i soon developed self-denial and had no confidence in myself at all.i cared what ppl said bout me more then wad i said bout myself.i had no LOVE for myself.thankfully i changed all that this year.LOVING myself more and not caring what other ppl had to say bout me.like the saying goes..Wise men treat insults as compliments.my ego was and have never been hurt again.
why wanna be like someone when u urself..is unique?i once watched a show that gave ppl free plastic surgery and choose whichever look they wanted.this lady wanted the same parts of many other celebrities like Britney Spears and which ever hot celeb there was.this ppl dun LOVE themselves.they think by changing how they look..they will be a better person.
God made each and everyone of us different.in the better term..unique.not 1 single person has the same fingerprint.even twins are different.the uniquness of one that is given by God can not only the best thing on Earth.
so pls my friends..brothers and sisters..and to everyone out there.LOVE yourself.LOVE who you are and NOT what u are.


*missing you..:)(:*

Markie!

what a filled day today..went out with jonchew marctay nick yihong and fen.watched I Am Legend minus-ing marctay.lanned later..woots!owned both games ; LunaMoofang - 9-5, Faceless- 10-2.walked around Cathay awhile before going back to Plaza Sing.I WANNA BUY CLOTHES!and the funniest thing today..when i was withdrawing money at Lido..accidentally pressed $1000 button!craps!20 $50 nots came out and i was like OMMFG!but well..
managed to deposit back.WHEW!
trained back early for the dinner party at home.my sis's christmas party.not that bad.haha.ManUtd won 4-0 while Chelsea and Liverpool drawed..AGAINST LOWER TEAMS!well..dota-ed all the way..till now..
half-way thru was chatting with Lindis..and finally..WE GOING SHOPPING!after so long..hmmm.guess we are really close to each other.we can talk out our problems to each other if we wanna..i am now known as Markie to her.LOL!


Let Nature Take Its Course. that is a rule.to me anyways.towards relationships..situations that are out of the control of us.many say destiny is in our hands and no one elses..but i beg to differ.while it is indeed true that destiny is in our hands.but lets picture a scene : u suddenly see a loved one get knocked down by a car after actually meeting them along the way.the person's destiny was death.while u..blame yourself for not inviting him/her to lunch with u.y take that guilt along with u when u urself have no fucking idea what in the world was gonn happen?especially towards that loved one?it was all along nature taking the course.only certain things can destiny be held true.like studies..u have to study hard and keep revising to get good results.but if u dont and think u are smart enought..how will the situation turn out?u do the math.so people..life is easy living.dont think too much.when u say life sucks..no one but urself made it sucky.so this from marcus heng : Are u gonn live life to the fullest or are u gonn succumb to the pressure-cooker life?take ur choice people.

A confusing yet challenging challenge...

man..i alarm was meant for 10.15am.guess wad..messages after messages.phone calls after phone calls..by peter!called wrong person..making me wake up at 8++.KAOZ!5HOURS OF SLEEP!but well..waited for junjie like eternity.before leaving kembangan..he said he reaching in 10mins..he reached some 45mins later.ZZ!almost had no seats!well..got the seats tho..AFRED was so anxious that we may not have a seat!drama was much nicer this time round and guess wad..ET ZONE WON THE EATING CONTEST AGAIN!4TH TIME RUNNING!!!how imbal is that..indeed..E- Eating T-Team Zone.headed home soon after..round 4.so tired..gamed awhile before going to Aunt Bern's house for Christmas Dinner..went to Stephen's house for another party..played murderer..always so suay..shaun and darwin always aim me to be murderer and i have never gotten the murderer card!after that..the rest ate while Hika AFRED Peter Clara me and another guy[Eugene i think] played dai di..nvr got kicked out at all!!LOL!soon we played murderer again.the winking type.how funny..Eugene was the Police..Hika was the murderer and i was the villager..AND WE SAT SIDE BY SIDE WITH HIKA IN THE MIDDLE!the police didnt know who it was but i knew!how obvious!switched to storyline but we all got distracted coz we heard clara was gonn be in a video doing some cat walk..it was quite alright bah..haha..she was SUPER EMBARRASSED!haha.took photos at the end..groupies then TEAM ESTHER!haha. only Peter Clara Hika AFRED Ben and me tho.but stiill..fun!!after that..went home with AFRED!MRT all the way.talked talked talked talked..thinking bout ways we can celebrate NewYear'sEve with cg ppl if there is one.alternative is peter's house.and he asked me how i looked out for girls!PRIVATE!hhahaha.

anyways..to tell u the truth..best christamas i have probably celebrated i guess.sis bought me an expensive Braun Buffel card holder.NICE!dunno bout other presents.haha.Life has changed so much for me.the ppl around me for example ; SuTing AFRED Hika Peter Jonathan[CG] Jonathan[ET] Lucas brotherEdmund Darwin Shaun Clara Ben JianGuang Richard YaoZong Jerb Belinda Wilma Janice Joel ChoonPeng and like many many more!indeed..it was through God's calling that i have met these very wonderful ppl and have made me go back to church.

In life..God has made a way for u and me..for everyone of us.He wants us to succeed but puts obstacles to show that success comes with subsequent hardwork.

Peace out..Later!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

woke up at 3..pm!kaoz and i slept at 3am.12hours!what a pig i am.zz anyways played dota as usual.zues 19-6.nick and i were owning but he got kicked coz was insulting other team too much.went for service later on at 7+.reached late coz no transport to MRT or Expo.oops!same as usual..candles and drama.then did the eating contest..jerblinn said, ' marcus eat till very si wen leh..so gentle..' LOL!kaoz i was eating the bread la..how 'easy' it is!anyways..tho deon me and guojun lost..we were close to winning tho..but Peter[HOKKIENMEE!] Ravi[Mutu's] and other guy..sadded forgot his name..they won but as far as im concerned..ET ZONE WON AGAIN!FOR THE 3RD NIGHT RUNNING!WOOTS!supper at bedok..jerb afred ck weiqiang richard kenneth sandy suting jinglian huiting and me were there.first christmas wishing was at richard coz he was just infront of me..LOL!
well..if only she was still with me..christmas would have been very different.but well..hmmm life goes on as usual.



to all..MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Dreaming..

slept late at 3[stillkindaearly] and woke up at 8.30am.GOSH!y did i wake up so darn early?!?!well for church and AFRED!the starting was so unexpected..met hikaru ben peter tingjia alicia jereen ivan tianyi shaun[CHUCKYCHUCKY!] darwin jianguang su ting belinda jonathan nicole.finally get to see all of them..especially team esther peeps..met clara tho but dun think she remembered me coz i was wearing the santa hat.how could she not remember me:(?!LOL. service started with christmas carols and then..the drama..how cool!had so many words despite a 20-25min drama.the drama shall be elaborated later as it was that touching and inspirational.
sermon given by Pastor Kong.and i must admit..his sermon was fabulo-sa!then was the fun-fair.
played Nintendo Wii with yao zong.lunched with whole E462.played pool on 6ft tables.then came the cards..went defeated for 4 rounds in bridge[PRO!] then alfred destroyed it all by playing the crucial round wrong..lost but well..in life u dun always win right?well..later then!