Soccer = Sailing?

NO MORE SAILING!ITS SOCCER FOR NOW!yes yes.haha.the plummer is away with junhao and elizabeth. so yea..time to slack off sailing for a bit at least! haha. anyways yesterday was a real feel good time with james's church people.not bad. some event and a "restaurant" called MusicInMyBackYard.cool eh?fine dining style.not that much but with the gigs..it was really cool.bit of chilling around was not bad either.then..
Soccer today.no at first was floorball?man i tell you..floorball takes the breath away from you.LITERALLY!!haha 10mins of playing was enough to make me wanna sit down and not do anything for awhile.!! anyways after that was field soccer. WARNING! : Those that do not have field boots and wanna play field soccer,GET FIELD BOOTS!if not you will truly suffer. haha seriously..even my tough Nike boots cant take the tough wet conditions.hmm next week its a match at Damai Secondary's field.Imagine this team:(Somenamesnotincorrectspelling)
Jacobson,Weijie,Kenneth,Darryl,Shaun,Peng,James,Me,Ratner,Timothy,Ben.WHOA!not bad eh?we shall see next week then..now that i have field boots.heh..

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Cos' my head needs it!

Nachims!!

hey sup you Nachims!! haha i tell you the laser squad is so full of crap nowadays. how fun can it get?even in gym..julian our gym coach is getting to us now..joining in with the laughter and all.hah!anyways last few days has been a bore..nothing to do other than spamming DotA. today though..played pool with couple of friends IN THE MORNING!gosh at 10.then tuition to like 5 or something.thought i saw xiaoxuan but didnt bother.saw selena though..pool at some 8.50pm again and heh..saw xiaoxuan again.LOL!ahh pool with james kenneth Peng ratner and nick was really fun..haha.they are Seriously Funny.and i literally mean 2 words separately.LOL!played this really funky game called Elimination. something bout choosing 2 pool balls as your "Life". ahh its difficult explaining la. heh anyways today was complete..JUST that i needa do homework.DANG!!!



Lets take a walk on the walls..

It could be fun ^^



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Cos' its in the atmosphere!!

HAH!

aight aight.back from hongkong since 3rdjune. heh. spent like thousands on clothes PSP!! shoes and FOOD!lol madness spending there. but anyways its back to singapore and FUCK!sailing again.haha from wednesday till like tomrrow.Singapore Laser Trophy.here is my score..: 10,10,13,6,21,4,22,10,17 = 8th overall on 70pts with 2discards. OMG! wtf right?heh actually its kinda lousy but 8th still is kinda good. just that now no more sengleong and maxi sailing, bit off the downside.but still there is colin cheng and junhao.hah.anyways..IM BACK!haha and yea..ITS TIME TO STUDY!!haha

If it was meant to be..it will be. But if it was never meant to be, we should let it be and never force it.

Its just something crossing my mind.no more of this rubbish for me.it has taken some 99% of brain strength.lets put the energy to better use then..

TO SAILING AND STUDYING till the end of year =))

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Cos' im embracing it..

Bon Voyage!!!!!!!

Hmm..guess what? I HAVE NEW SOCCER BOOTS!heh Nike Mercurial Red. shiok la. anyways been hanging out alot with James this past few days.Last friday played lan, Monday Chinese Os then soccer THEN pool, Tuesday went Marina Square with James and Shaun and today..Thursday went home together, him after gym me after soccer THEN pool again.dang.close buds eh?haha



What I just realised was that everything was gone and might never ever come back..



Slow songs are making me REALLY emo nowadays. not much of an effect on me though but whoa..it somehow opened up my eyes. 1 eye told me that the world is still a long way to go for me and that girls will be aplenty, telling me to take my time and set my priorities right. Other eye told me that without either of them, my life would somehow still be incomplete and life would be meaningless. how contrasting this 2 eyes have allowed me to see eh?unbelievable..



A girl like you is impossible to find..impossible to find..



haizz..how i wish i was just a dick that no girl would fancy and thus me not fancying any girl..a guy's ultimate question would be : Is a girl REALLY that IMPORTANT in a guy's life that has barely started 16 to 18 years ago?Some would say time is nothing..i would say..I don't give a fuck.Sometimes it really breaks one's heart..sometimes its really soothing to one's heart..mine is definitely hurting and breaking, however silently and sweetly and demonicly, stifling out one's pain seems easy on the front, but deep down inside..IT STILL FUCKING HURTS!





One day we seemed like strangers, the next we were lovers, the next..it is undeniable yet manipulating..



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Cos' i'm feeling it..

Interesting..

It has been a torrid few weeks yet it has also been a good week.been talking to her recently..but yea catching up on lost time seems to be really great.to me..its better than nothing.15months passed quickly but we somehow didn't seem to be apart.not only has this happened..made at least a new soccer group in qizhi xinggui alfred gladwin and co. .apart from izzat shaun james wes and mark the others..new group i can play soccer with.why it has been a torrid week?heh got sick..stomach flu then bad results.getting zero for SS is no fun..failing Amath is crap and science..OMG just failed!!hah but yea passed 3 failed 3.parents are asked to see teachers on last day..dang.
Life has been a bit of a bore..what with no PSP and less outings cos chinese Os are near it has been terrible.going back to DotA is now back but shits..com is running out of life!!haha.whenever wc3 is on com loses more power..haiz.lucky upon knowing this girl called wanling and the continuance hanging out with james ben shaun and nick still does a great deal of fun.
Perhaps he is right..that james.why not try again for her at the end of this year?one thing he is definitely right though and that is to wait and not rush into things..2 girls 2 minds.1 seems to be waiting for me to admit my likings for her while another seems to be hoping i prove the world wrong by doing miracles at Os..im really vexxed and perplexed about the things im in..
All i can say for now is to wait and study the FUCK outta my brains.only a few more months separate us and freedom.when i lost my psp..i thought of it as a positive..remember what jerb said?think the negatives into positives.think of alternatives..isn't it the catchy phrase of 'Look on the brightside' ?hopefully i can turn the negatives into positives..
i really hope so..

Things to look forward for :-
1. Chinese Os
2. HongKong Trip
3. Movie Marathon
4. Laser Regatta
5. Help out at NSC from 11th-15th june.
6. Remedials( HAH! )
7. 'O' Levels!

Epitaph..

ahh well.there goes my psp.FUCK!haiz..no mood to blog.wtf..

ily

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Cos' im missing my PSP

Life as we know it..

HAH! who said it was a Barcelona-Liverpool final?turns out my words were true : ManUtd v Chelsea on the 21st May.BRILLIANT!

anyways life has been a bore.
what with exams and all..
the place i study at now reminds me of the times..
but the place where i take a bus home reminds me of another thing..
what is going on with me?!
I'm supposed to think of exams..
but somehow those just appeared..
absurd?nah..pure coincidence?nah..
This is Blasphemy of one's mind..

I miss that lost one..
I love that elusive one..

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Cos' its not easy stress..