How I wish I am actually living right beside the sea. The outside world could go on forever without pausing while I can pause in life and enjoy the peaceful scenery of the sea. My world has been on the go ever since school started and I just realized, that I have yet to take a break. As I was sitting on the bus home today, reflections of what I have done over the past few months came flashing back to me. Just last April I started school. Just a week ago I passed my driving. Just a few days back Michael Jackson, " The King of Pop " passed away. And just yesterday, I realised how lost I have been. I haven't been doing anything meaningful except go to school then come home and then on the computer. Soccer with the group has decreased while sailing has deceased in my books. I have no other pursuits in my already glittered life with many good friends and a good family. The one pursuit I was chasing has asked me to give up.
I so need to look forward to something. I have been brooding about the past while I have been telling others to look forward to the future.
Why has it become so difficult to believe me whenever it is needed? Or am I just seen as a joke who doesn't mean what he says? STOP FUCKING DOUBTING ME, I so beg of you.
·Peace™·
'Cos' you were all that i needed..
