Learning to adapt..

Hmm.. where shall i start? Here I am seated infront of my computer thinking; How did my 2008 end and how did my 2009 start. Surprisingly, I ended and started the years with a new group of friends. Before my 2008 ended, I managed to get my lazy ass to Japan through the school's Japan Exchange programme. To many, Japan was the PLACE to be: a heaven, a holiday or even to finally seat on an aeroplane and out of Singapore. To me, this was a time to clear my thoughts. I had so many things to deal with in Singapore. I couldn't let go nor solve. Japan became my escape. I forgot everything and enjoyed my time thoroughly in Japan. 12months of persuing that one unreachable goal. Has my time been worth it? I barely made new friends nor wanting to get to know more people. I exercised every ounce of determination I had to get that elusive one. Many called me dumb and just wasting my time. Many said that it was a time where God wants to test my faith, my determination, my drive and my passion. Through this torturous journey, I've learnt many things: what we desire may not come true; what we hope to be may never happen. I've learnt to expect the unexpected. I've learnt that no matter how hard one may try, they may never get what they want. This tested my personality and my character: Am I a person who gives up easily or am I a person who is willing to try even though there is no success? I have become half-hearted. I want to let go but I still believe there is a chance. The only thing that could actually let me forget was a need in company. My good old friends have their own lives to live. Many are working their butts off while others have entered army. Finally I have actually found the real answer: I needed new friends. It is as simple as that. The Japan Exchange has allowed me to make new friends. They weren't like my old group of friends. However I had to adapt. Force out my personality and adapt to theirs. I'm proud to say that I managed to achieve that throughout the 9days we had together in Japan. They allowed me stop thinking about her. For once in 11months, She was out of my mind. I have always stressed the importance of friends in my very own life. This has certainly been proof of so. This post doesn't talk much. Its what I have been thinking. So piss off you have nothing nice to say.


·Peace™·
Cos' give our friends the love they deserve..